borderline Lyrics

I worry everyone around me

I think they've noticed that I'm drowning

I'm sorry that my pain is hard to watch

I'm sorry that you're happy and I'm not

Don't want my thoughts to turn to actions

I told my mom it wouldn't happen

I'm sorry that I've needed extra love

I'm sorry that you miss the way I was

You can say you love me a hundred times

And I'll be overthinking ninety nine

Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die

I just need someone to save my life

Someone to save me from the borderline

Know getting help is so important

But still I feel so damn annoying

Like I'm a big responsibility

Like all my friends are feeling bad for me

I'm like a heavy weight to carry

And always breaking every boundary

Will they still love me when the storm is over

Will they still know me when they're getting older

You can say you love me a hundred times

And I'll be overthinking ninety nine

Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die

I just need someone to save my life

Someone to save me from the borderline

I can't help the things that I'm saying

I can't help the way that I'm breaking

I can't help I won't be okay if

You don't tell me that you don't hate me

I can't live like this for much longer

I can't live without getting stronger

I can't live a lie that's just a million "I am fine"s

You can say you love me a hundred times

And I'll be overthinking ninety nine

Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die

I just need someone to save my life

Someone to save me from the borderline