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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

If I vent would you listen would you listen

Or would you block me out

Sleeping on my sister couch

Watching mice run about

Scream and shout

Then her boyfriend really kicked a nigga out

I'm so hurt from the damage

That my heart is leaking now


It's strange how the tears keep rolling down my face

In case you didn't know

My whole life I've been betrayed

A knife in my back came from Nick fucking Paige

It's okay I wish you all the best for all ya days

When life gets rocky I'm reminded it's a test

They say I'm too cocky insecurities at best

Manhood learning on my own, since my daddy left

THC in my chest is a part of daily prep

I've been abused, used and treated like a fool

At this point I don't know

What the fuck that I'm gonna do

Bitches choose and my nigga switching

Like some dirty shoes

Internally I'm hurt my emotions black and blue

Tears falling down my shirt, trying to stop it with the herb

The purple helps me cope with dead bodies in the urn

Every time I light a blunt is when my feelings start to burn

Foresight I knew my dark times would come to light

In spite of all the bullshit that I've been through in my life

Anytime I'm feeling down my therapy is to write

Breaking ounces off a pound this flight got me right

Xanax through the night is how my nigga lost his life


If I vent would you listen would you listen

Or would you block me out

Sleeping on my sister couch

Watching mice run about

Scream and shout

Then her boyfriend really kicked a nigga out

I'm so hurt from the damage My heart is leaking now


I've got some things on my chest, let me get them off

I wasn't good at selling weed or even selling soft

I've never been the same ever since I lost my dog

My sister cut me deep I don't answer when she calls

I really hope she sees I was trying to stop the fall

Now I'm sitting in my room thoughts bouncing off the wall

Insecure about my issues I'm picking apart my flaws

I really need some therapy for the things that I saw

Going through some shit the average nigga can't comprehend

I'm at war with myself trying to help the fam

Can you understand the words of a broken man

Rolling up a swisher while I'm working on a business plan

Conversations with myself I'm my only friend

Had to put the wall back up after my girl left again

Then I fled the church I prefer to live a life of sin

Walking with a grin

I refuse to let the devil in

Fuck the gin

I sip wine to celebrate my wins

You can keep the pills

I eat mushrooms when I chill

Working at this bullshit job trying to pay the bills

I'm for real

Keeping it authentic really helps me heal

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