Blood of Chirst Lyrics

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right

Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night

I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite

Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life

Cold body foaming at the mouth that's a scary sight

Tried to look into eyes but i couldn't see the light

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right

Would you believe me if I said that i fight demons every night

Sitting with this bullshit on my chest I've got get it off

Life is such a bitch but oh my I love to Fuck her raw

Used to cry for my daddy I'm still waiting on that call

Who needs a therapist when you talking to the wall

Heart grew cold now my tear drops never fall

Only lord knows all the things that I've never told

Trust issues got me thinking everybody's gonna fold

Now I'm really in my zone please leave me the Fuck alone

I keep on breaking down feeling like I'm on my own

Marijuana getting broke please hand me another cone

Women blowing smoke I got treated like I was a joke

I keep on breaking down feeling like I'm on my own

This warfare is spiritual the battle is eternal

Life is such a journey that comes with a couple hurdles

I struggle with the things I see now I'm rolling purple

Mary jane so fertile Donatello ninja turtle

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right

Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night

I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite

Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life

Cold body foaming at the mouth that's a scary sight

Tried to look into eyes but i couldn't see the light

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right

Would you believe me if I said that i fight demons every night

Trying hard to let 'em go

All the feelings I don't show

Had to stop popping pills

Marijuana burning slow

Wine in my glass I'm unhappy with the way I cope

Therapy I need to grow

Down the road don't wanna go

Don't know nobody really know

Emotionally I'm feeling cold

Dealing with some issues

There's things that I've never told

Can I have a tissue

I was really misused

Momma I just miss you

But damn we gotta our issues

Trying hard to let 'em go

All the feelings I don't show

Had to stop popping pills

Marijuana burning slow

Wine in my glass I'm unhappy with the way I cope

Therapy I need to grow

Down the road don't wanna go

Don't know nobody really know

Emotionally I'm feeling cold

Dealing with some issues

There's things that I've never told

Can I have a tissue

I was really was misused

Momma I just miss you

But damn we got our issues

I used to drink the blood of Christ But still I ain't living right

Would you believe me if I said that I fight demons every night

I struggle with relationships I'm higher than a kite

Anxiety fucking with me but the Xanax took my nigga life