Pick Or Choose Lyrics

Momma crying bout them bills what am I gonna do

I wanna to buy a tool I just wanna go to school

By a couple pounds by another book a two

this is life or death but I don't pick and choose

heard the game is dead but I didn't come to lose

I've been damaged now my heart is looking black and blue

I found my mama in a CC gf woman and she cut me loose

conversations in the mirror asking for the truth

I was lost

Trying to get back home

I still cry seeing dead faces on my phone

My nigga wrote a letter said he's really missing home

My daddy left when I was young he left me on my own

Now I'm grown

I keep burying trauma when it's show

Mary Jane always come for me when I'm alone

Walking in the rain trying to remember my name

My homie on the Cain, he ain't been acting the same

Burning on some gas, Trying hard to laugh

I haven't been the same my bitch treated me like trash

My nigga did the same, put a knife all in my back

Off a sack, I found my therapy within this rap

My momma said she love me? I couldn't say it back

Being transparent with a bitch is something that I lack

The worst type of pain you can't see and that's a fact

Off a pack, when I'm chasing stacks nights want me clapped

I got the devil in my ear talking to me slow

Going through the pain is the only way to grow

Dancing in the rain, where I let my feelings go

My sister said she proud of me she noticing the growth

Every time I rap, I've been improving my flow

Cautious with ya energy, be careful what you sow

Trying hard to cope with the feeling I don't show

Can you say my name

If you really know me

I need something real

Cause all of these bitches phony

Alimony

I done heard it all

If I needed you

Would you answer the phone when I called

Focused on a check

I can never miss a step

Breaking necks

Acing test

Helps to minimize the stress

I'm too blessed

to worry bout a nigga or a set

working on my reps

I've gotta take the pressure off my chest

I'm so nice

When I start to write I can right my wrongs

With songs

I start to feel alive and really strong

Found my purpose with a pen and Now I'm really on

Elamar

Ain't no double R

Born to be a star

Going far

Came a long way from driving my granny car

With scars

Life is such a bitch she played a part

100 stitches in my Fucking neck

No I'm not upset

Forgiving and forget

Let go of hate in my chest

I got the devil in my ear talking to me slow

Going through the pain is the only way to grow

Dancing in the rain, where I let my feelings go

My sister said she proud of me she noticing the growth

Every time I rap, I've been improving my flow

Cautious with ya energy, be careful what you sow

Trying hard to cope with the feeling I don't show