soon i'll be dead Lyrics

I'm a psychopath hominid

With my gat you know I'mma shoot your ass

I'mma fucking stab I'mma fucking slash

I'mma fucking blast leave you with a fucking gash

I've gone fucking mad everyday I'm sad

To me this ain't no fad I'm really fucked up in the head

I be high on grass I be high on meds

I be high on wet you know I will soon be dead

I don't give a fuck I am too fucked up

Always double cup when I'm drinking cough syrup

Think I will throw up I am out of luck

I know I'm a dunce out of life I don't want nothing

Finna hit the blunt stare into the Sun

Till I'm good and numb and I cannot see no one

I think I am done I've always been shunned

Finna take my gun rest it in my mouth I'm gone

I've gone insane I've lost my brain

It is a shame I only know pain

So I get high everyday

To calm my mind but it is all lies

I'm just a fool I always lose

Nothing can soothe me I am screwed

Obsessed with death fucked in the head

High on these meds soon I'll be dead

I'm like fucking Jason no bitch I'm not playing

You hear what I'm saying I'll come at you if you faking

All day I be drinking sitting around thinking

How I could be laying shit down but instead I'm sinking

Down and be fucking gaining more and more fucking hatred

Soon my mind will be vacant more often than not it's flaking

As I get high in my basement homicidal thoughts are speaking

To be got me fucking shaking I just want to stay here laying

Around but it ain't easy it's so hard with these demons

My thoughts would make you queasy I need drugs to get me sleepy

Lately my fucking feelings they seem to have been leaking

Out they have got me shrieking all they fucking do is eat me

Up why can't they leave me nothing I do help with easing

They are forever unceasing lately I have not been sleeping

I do not want to be healing I just want to be leaving

Shit in the past and keeping on taking these pills I'm eating

I've gone insane I've lost my brain

It is a shame I only know pain

So I get high everyday

To calm my mind but it is all lies

I'm just a fool I always lose

Nothing can soothe me I am screwed

Obsessed with death fucked in the head

High on these meds soon I'll be dead