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I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok

Lately voices been crowding up my head so I've been clouding

Them out with drugs by the pound it ain't working so I been scouring

For something to be grounding myself and it is astounding

It is confounding utterly dumbfounding

I done found that the drugs get me to doubting

Myself more I've been cowering from them and I've been allowing

Myself to be bowing down to the sounds in

My head I'm frowning 'cause I could never be outing

The thoughts from my head and I have been heading

In the wrong direction for so long I'm not ready

Or fucking steady enough to be treading

In the right section of the world that I'm living

In I'm not kidding I'd rather be feeling

Numb than beheading the thoughts that have been edging

Me closer to my ending truly I have been dreading

The thought of shedding my old self it's got me sweating

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok

I wanna change but I'm stuck in my ways

Stuck in this place that just seems to drain

All joy away I am truly insane

It's too much to take wanting to be ok