regret Lyrics

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head

Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red

My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left

I'd rather die instead of live with this regret

Everything I have done in order to have fun

I know that I can't just take it back I'm damned from

All of my fucking actions I've always been a bad son

Remorse I've got a crap ton wish I wasn't so maddened

Sanity has abandoned me nothing can gladden

Self-reproach always standing at fucking attention

No I am not acting won't catch me in Manhattan

Pessimism flattens me out I need to back up

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head

Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red

My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left

I'd rather die instead of live with this regret

My mind is soft like satin it's easy to be damaged

I swear I'm speaking Latin or a different language

'Cause no one's understanding what I mean I've had enough

Self-hatred big as a dragon I can't even imagine

Loving myself yeah nah I'll stick with doubting that I am loved

All of my interactions they end with humiliation

I have no satisfaction so it's time to wrap up

My life end it's duration I never could've lasted

I need to fucking shed what's inside of my head

Oh yes I need to get high and make my eyes red

My brain I need to shred until there's nothing left

I'd rather die instead of live with this regret