one more time Lyrics

I am dying all the time it

Eats my pride with steady bites if

I do try this will it silence

All the cries in my poor mind shit

Evil frightens me no hiding

From the knife if I can't get high this

Truly is life's finishing line if

I get high simply one more time bitch

My dented mind has been less and less fine

Since I've been dead inside and every day I been high

These feelings are not benign they're always at unrest like

Fucking Palestine I feel so asinine

The way I express myself is with meds like

I've been fucking sent by the devil to tell lies

To all of humankind it's not just victimless crimes

That fucking define my purpose my whole design

Chemically unbalanced like I'm missing some enzymes

In my fucking head right I'm on a steady decline

Take some amphetamines to give me some dopamine

I'm being genuine yes truly when I

Say my brain's been entwined with something undivine

An entity serpentine in appearance since my

Birth his venom's dried me out of my best side

I'm nearing my life's deadline I think that it is bed time

I am dying all the time it

Eats my pride with steady bites if

I do try this will it silence

All the cries in my poor mind shit

Evil frightens me no hiding

From the knife if I can't get high this

Truly is life's finishing line if

I get high simply one more time bitch

Ya alright unless I change my ways my demise

Might happen the next time that I fucking get high

But I am set in my ways truly I guess I've

Always wished for death why so from life I can resign

I'll never access my full potential so I'll lend my

Soul to Baphomet why do I allow myself to be led by

The most evilest lies they're always televised

In my fucking head night and day they all reside

Life's a continuous plight everyone just steps by

If I could forget my grief I confess I

Wouldn't know how to get by since my personal paradigm's

Been a negative delight where demons are enshrined

For so long I've let myself fall so far to behind

With my morals I really need to reassign

What I consider wrong and right before I really mess life

Up I've been a dead guy but I want to put to rest my sighs

I am dying all the time it

Eats my pride with steady bites if

I do try this will it silence

All the cries in my poor mind shit

Evil frightens me no hiding

From the knife if I can't get high this

Truly is life's finishing line if

I get high simply one more time bitch