alone Lyrics

I'm all alone with my sorrow

My life's a joke feeling real low

Suicidal with oxycodone

Can't live no more time to overdose

Lie on the floor pills go down my throat

I've lost my hope I cannot cope

So many woes deep in my soul

All by my lonesome it's time to go

It's time to go I know I'm so

Sad and alone life's so wild

One day your whole next thing you know you can't hold

Yourself up I'm so fucked I ain't none

Got to get numb pop something to feel nothing

This cough syrup I double cup it don't fucking

Help can you tell I'm living in hell

By myself with these pills nothing I do helps mellow

Me out I'm on the ground crying now

Like a clown that's feeling down I'm about

To end it wow when I was a child I never thought I would drown

In my emotions I need more potions to keep me floating

I been dozing from the drugs I'm doing you know I been throwing

Opportunities in the ocean I been hoping I'll soon be losing

My life thoughts of suicide run all through my mind

All the time that's why I speak in rhymes and get high

I'm all alone with my sorrow

My life's a joke feeling real low

Suicidal with oxycodone

Can't live no more time to overdose

Lie on the floor pills go down my throat

I've lost my hope I cannot cope

So many woes deep in my soul

All by my lonesome it's time to go

I cry oh why do I have this strife

In my life in my mind I'm losing my

Self tonight soon I'll die then I'll feel alright

As I'm smoking I'm sad knowing that I'm not joking

Heart open knives poking it as I'm choking

From the toking I should be slowing down but I'm going

All out 'cause throughout my life I've only known doubt

Head filled with shouts voices can't get them out so I cry and pout

I need to yell my mind's feeling like jell it's locked in a cell

My mind is hostile but with rhymes I excel spitting them like they be spells

Making me feel a bit better but really I am not well

Don't have no luck I'm just a bum that be taking my drugs

Till I throw up my life it sucks time to hit the blunt

It's time to chug on that Robituss just fucking 'cause

I am alone no one to call my own I do not condone

This lifestyle's prone to make you get stoned and feel like you ain't got no home

I'm all alone with my sorrow

My life's a joke feeling real low

Suicidal with oxycodone

Can't live no more time to overdose

Lie on the floor pills go down my throat

I've lost my hope I cannot cope

So many woes deep in my soul

All by my lonesome it's time to go