last day Lyrics

I will die tonight commit suicide

No I cannot lie I've been dead for some time

Getting so damn high's what keeps me alive

There's nothing I like about this world tonight

As I fucking cry screaming why oh why

Did it have to be me that has these feelings

That are always eating me up now I'm bleeding

Through my eyes and ears please can someone help me

My mind is too weak to handle anything

Slowly I'm dying need to be quickening

The fucking process I'm way too damn stressed

I been feeling pressed I'm a joke like a jester

Not like the rest I'm insane I confess

And you can fucking guess it I am depressed

Not feeling the best I need some damn rest

My life is a mess I've failed every test

As it rains outside I'm going insane

All this pain inside it's killing my brain

Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day

I'mma blaze get high then take my life away

As it rains outside I'm going insane

All this pain inside it's killing my brain

Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day

I'mma blaze get high then take my life away

I'm a joke so I smoke all fucking day long

Mind's broke yes I know that it ain't very strong

I'mma go to Pluto from smoking on this strong

I can't hold myself I'm way too far gone

Feeling so fucking low I can't finish this song

So I'mma lose my shit 'cause I'm an idiot

Prolly won't do my shit 'cause I don't wanna live

Act a fool with narcotics overdose like Hendrix

I'll always choose death over this I'm way too damn impulsive

Don't follow rules I'm a narcissist that wants to fucking end it

Everyday I've got to say I feel a type of way

That fucking makes me go insane so I fucking dissociate

Feel so much shame anxiety got me drowning like a lake

I cannot take it so I'll erase myself from reality

This fucking pain throbs endlessly up inside of my brain

So on this day I think I'll shake my mother fucking life away

As it rains outside I'm going insane

All this pain inside it's killing my brain

Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day

I'mma blaze get high then take my life away

As it rains outside I'm going insane

All this pain inside it's killing my brain

Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day

I'mma blaze get high then take my life away