Another Sorrow Joint

She told me I was worse than weird

I'm hurt and tears invert I see a perfect sphere

I trip but on the surface I just walk away and curse a smear

I'm burnt but I unearthed this cuz I lurked beside my worth was seared

Like I didn't deserve a different person I was cursed with fear

But now I'm battling life with a bat and a knife

A semi automatic pen and pad and a mic

I'm not available to not be on the way to you

If something happens god forbid I'm not the one to save the toots

I'm consciously ok with moving on to different things to prove

I'm not beyond becoming so subconsciously array it spooks

A cause or need to say the dudes a monster innovated through