Another Sorrow Joint Lyrics

She told me I was worse than weird

I'm hurt and tears invert I see a perfect sphere

I trip but on the surface I just walk away and curse a smear

I'm burnt but I unearthed this cuz I lurked beside my worth was seared

Like I didn't deserve a different person I was cursed with fear

But now I'm battling life with a bat and a knife

A semi automatic pen and pad and a mic

I'm not available to not be on the way to you

If something happens god forbid I'm not the one to save the toots

I'm consciously ok with moving on to different things to prove

I'm not beyond becoming so subconsciously array it spooks

A cause or need to say the dudes a monster innovated through

Your constant inner monologue to taunt me with the way the truth

Makes me take a step back and disengage the jet pack

Cuz this arrangements been conveyed to quit enslave the set back

See for most of my life I was encroaching the light

Exposed being so hopeless leading with dope in the pipe

Became a total scene of groping fiends that indulge in the hype

And eloped to bring my smokin steam up stokin the strife

But now I've broken open overdosins over I'm a ghost in motion

Floatin thru the growth without a throat choked out in frozen focus

If giving you my energy to just become my enemy

Was all there was to come of this than I was just pretending we

Were anything but just a fucking glimpse of where my ending leads

And I should just go grab a gun and lash out with a grin and squeeze

Painting lies to shape these lives entangled in these angry vibes

Each angle left deep stains on sheets he'd lay upon each place he lied

Cuz everything comes crashing down when analyzing after hurt

Your passion tries to sabotage your hand in life and trash it's worth

You scan the tries and grasp onto the phantom times you hadn't searched

For something else to pantomime with family time and happy words

But who can make delusions safe when using makes your moods reshape

You choose each waking movement racing foolishly to broom the ache

I'm past the point of passive poignant sadness all I cast and void

I lash out on these tracks so I don't stand back in my past destroyed

I'm castor Troy my raft deployed I came back from the crash avoiding

Ever taking steps that point to any where the trash is toyed

I've crucified the old me and induced the eyes that's on me

Moving my entirety's so crucial I'm beyond free

Never slaving to fear again

Forever changing the mirrors image

I was blessed to stare at fate and reject those things he dared that didn't

Change a thing but how much time I gave to what my aim became

Razor blades without just lines i blazed and ate a maze reclaimed

A stage for taking days to make a craving die to play the game

And starve completely paving ways to hardly keep your slaving sane

Forever on my livest shit won't ever try reviving when

The devil stated lies and I accepted what my life had been

Truth conveyed to brutal bass and grooves that came to boot from J

Grouping pain and moves from in my youth that left a crucial stain

Excuses made cuz stupid age and too much in the loop was weighed

As proof the play was dufus made a doomed in state confuse the ways