Positively Pessimistic Lyrics

Wake each morning

To the sun still shining

Wonder why it has the nerve

My mental healths declining

Like don't you know there's people Tryna wallow in their sorrows

I'll manifest some overcast let's try Again tomorrow

All type of friends that'll never Confide in

I could try to seek help but I'd think I'd rather hide in

My Own little get away I've always Love fly in

If things can be better I would've Already tried it

I'd say that I'm positive writing

Expect for when I hear my family

Always Fighting

I'll keep it to myself and hate the Bullet I'm biting

Keep in my room so that I'm never Sighted

Has this all been a type of passage of Rite

Please tell me I'm wrong and to go Own with life

Maybe I'll get better with the words That I type

A letter to my younger self with Zealous strife

So I'll walk this sunny day

With my head down

I can be around beautiful flowers

But I'm tapped out

I could have so many plans

And I'd still back out

Things I wish I could do

But I can't count

If my bucket was full

I'm seeing bottom of wells

Like well I can't go

Cause I wanted to dwell

In a place

Where I feel like myself

That's what I'll call

Sun shine in my cell

Wake each morning

To the sun still

Shining

Wonder why it has the nerve

My mental healths declining

Like don't you know there's people Tryna wallow in their sorrows

I'll manifest some overcast let's try Again tomorrow

All type of friends that'll never Confined in

I could try to seek help but I'd think I'd rather hide in

My Own little get away I've always Love fly in

If things can be better I would've Already tried it

Each day we're closer to apocalypse

I'll sit back as we're burned away Wondering who has plotted this

I'll enjoy every second of the sweet Serene nothingness

Only to regret something I did

Oh ya I have a list

And I'm tired of the smile that I try To lift

I'd say that my glass is full and my life Is bliss

And that I'll never ever worry about Another wish

But that'd be a lie cause I'm clearly Taking the piss

Have I been doing good I can never Tell

And now I'm even seeing every color As pastels

Dull but everything is smooth

And Mattel

That's my childhood and it's an Endless battle

I'm trying to get ahold of myself to Rattle

Some sense and dabble

To perfect my babble

To finally paddle

Before I put myself on the gallows

Wake each morning

To the sun still shining

Wonder why it has the nerve

My mental healths declining

Like don't you know there's people Tryna wallow in their sorrows

I'll manifest some overcast let's try Again tomorrow

All type of friends that'll never Confined in

I could try to seek help but I'd think I'd rather hide in

My Own little get away I've always Love fly in

If things can be better I would've Already tried it