That Ain't Me Lyrics

Looking for answers

They all feel the same

I'm thankful for those

Whose keeping me mentally sane

I would never wanna get lost in the Grains

Cause there's sad days

Bitch and I know that that ain't it

I'm drowning

It's not worth these tips

I'm just saying how I feel it is

Don't know whose that man in the Mirror cause that ain't me

I'll build myself up then

Tear that shit down

Cause I hate me

You see how people treat another

Can you blame me

I'm tryna learn but I just can't think

And I don't see

Any solution or type of way around It

I'm on top of this garage

And I'm shouting

For someone to bring me that Innocent youth just like the fountain

And I've forgotten why I'm counting

I'm tired and wish I could mouth it

Life is like Everest

And I'm bounded in

Haven't felt like this

And I'm doubting

Cause I'm going one piece at a time

I just wanna be happy

When's my time

That last one was out of line

And they say I'm one of a kind

Beginning to feel that was all of a lie

Therapist asked why I rate it eight Out of ten

And say that's alright

Cause that's not alright

And I'm not alright

I'm foul and spite

I'll try but I can't recite

These lyrics right

Cause I'm not alright

And That's not alright

Why would I even try

It's just me this time

Ya just me this time

Is anyone there