Beautiful Masterpiece Lyrics

Hey Jordan, this is grandma

We were kind of worried about you

We haven't seen you all day and your Mom's concerned

Can you call me, please, honey, please

Love you. Bye-bye

I know I just been seeking

For too long I been lost in the deep end

And I been just thinking

Ya I been thinking

Clouded with my weakness

Can I even believe this

How long could I keep this up

I know I won't rush

Cause I know that I've had enough

Ya I've had enough

Of the negative thoughts

That tear me down

That wear me down

That we share right now

Those who listen do you feel my soul

Can you feel the soul

Do you want more

Now I know life

Will never be a fantasy

Can you still be a fan of me

Tell me what I cannot see

A beautiful masterpiece

I know I been down but I got my ups

I was too caught up in what was

That's too rough

It was too much

It was just cause

I'm starting to see things that I didn't before

I was too dependent now I don't ask anymore

Ya I'd say a piece of me was torn

But it was a part I should've never worn

Clouded was my judgment

Ceasing on the function

Looking for a junction

But there's nowhere to meet me now

Imma just be in the round

Everyone can see me

Single file

I don't mean it in a egregious way

But that's the mindset

That's paved away

And I've got to say

I'm not the same

That's all to blame

Of the negative thoughts

That tear me down

That wear me down

That we share right now

Those who listen do you feel my soul

Can you feel the soul

Do you want more

Now I know life will never be a fantasy

Can you still be a fan of me

Tell me what I cannot see

A beautiful masterpiece

Negative thoughts

That tear me down

That wear me down

That we share right now

Those who listen do you feel my soul

Can you feel the soul

Do you want more

Now I know life will never be a fantasy

Can you still be a fan of me

Tell me what I cannot see

A beautiful masterpiece