Those Times (Bonus) Lyrics

For all those times I said I love You

That was just a lie

You could see it in my daily life

Just tryna catch the eye of a guy

No surprise

I was sleeping with the enemy every night

Like I was his wife

Believing his lies

Covered in shame

Yea that covered my eyes

Envy, hatred, anger, spite

I coveted other women's lives

Supposed to be married to the Light

But I cheated with darkness

Heart became hardened

Toward God

Just Tryna make a bargain

For a moment all I wanted was a pardon

You give me healing, money, peace, no sickness

And I'll give you something

How stupid of me to think that way and treat God like He's nothing

Let it be known I was a Christian

But walked like a heathen

Speaking, breathing, thinking

Like Jesus didn't rise that one weekend

(Must've been sleep)

No sleeping

Wide awake

But afraid of friends walking away

Because of my faith

Didn't wanna be dismissed

Became a slave to acceptance

Had no patience

Wasn't brazen

Vanity was my craving

Hid behind a nice painting

And I couldn't see pass the framing

So I stayed in

That square where fear came in

(What a shame)

I talked the talk

But didn't walk the walk

Followed what the world taught

Them dead presidents is what I sought

And those lies are what I bought

(Shame)

Lying, crying

Slowly dying

Ignored the Spirit when He chimed in

Hiding, shying

Kept quiet

No Word, Facebook I was signed in

Riding, flying

On a high and

Losing track of precious timing

Diving, striving

No lying

That open broad way I was eyeing

My eyes are now on Christ

The One who gave me life

I'm tired of this fight

You May not understand

My plight

My sight

Might think Ima lame

Cause I'm choosing this life

My eyes are now on Christ

The One who gave me life

I'm tired of this fight

You may not understand

My plight

My sight

Might think Ima lame

Cause I'm choosing this life

You can hate me, love me

Curse me, say whatever

It won't budge me

Nooo

Speaking the truth

Is what I gotta do

There's No more fear in me

Soo

Giving y'all my struggles

No more muzzle

That darkness left me

Loww

If ya gotta go

Then ya gotta go

Leave me

Deuces to you

Gooo