I Write 4 Me Lyrics

I write for me

And anyone who can feel this

I write for me

Something keeps me from smiling

I write for me

This my way of coping

I write for me

I write for me

Therapy session when I turn this mic on

Defending off demons when I turn this mic on

Some can relate to the plays in my poems

I'm a coach tryna figure out this red zone

I been running for a while to the point I strained my calf

Can't swim with negativity to hard to stay on task

Seeing wings from my past but not angel wings

Seahawk demon like Metcalf

Demons built like stranger things

My skull a grenade

Things change a lot change

Pull Benjamins out get pennywise in exchange

I'm a clown I'm insane for opening up bout my pain

Use to keep doors closed but now can't contain

I been crossed sprained ankles fell hard seeing rainbows

Heart n brain is at war I need more than a halo

Dodging hearses with verses churches know I'm below the surface

I'm just tryna find my purpose

I write for me

And anyone who can feel this

I write for me

Something keeps me from smiling

I write for me

This my way of coping

I write for me

I write for me

On replay in a parking garage

Lights on when navigating through this fog

Seat reclined back thoughts of ending this all

Then I see my family n the hurt I could cause

Those thoughts go on pause then return when sun falls

I'm lost in the woods with a pin to dialogue

I can shout my location but still remain lost

My 2 hands help others but in return I get mossed

Bottles full of feelings always sober don't run to henny

This pen out of inky when writing out all my weary

At this point I accepted I'm a be alone when buried

Sense of feeling neglected when discussing these lonely feelings

Red to black is the color in my chest

Hurt got me bulletproof so I disregard a vest

No beats in my pec only feel with intellect

No wonder why I'm stressed wish the pain could forget

I write for me

And anyone who can feel this

I write for me

Something keeps me from smiling

I write for me

This my way of coping

I write for me

I write for me