Want To Be Happy Lyrics

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be happy

Sunny outside but it's raining inside

I don't smoke weed but my brain is fried

Driving in a 60 but I'm doing 95

Speeding passed the present will leave gifts way behind

Been living off pride which is the devil

Learned that from J Cole he keep my head mellow

My heart squished like Jell-O it stopped but showing yellow

If you plan on leaving please don't tell me hello

When I need to smile I just go to a track

I'm not talking running laps I'm talking learning from my past

I can't have no overlaps or I start to relapse

I can't take no steps back I'm not that same quarterback (Yea yea)

So many feelings

I can't control them (Yea yea)

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be happy

Been so long since I had a real smile

These hurt feelings got me low on my vitals

Gotta cold heart so in front I put cryo

I shed more tears than the river called the Nile

Been walked on like Michael I need better days

Asked am I alright like this my normal face

In a sad place I feel like a waste

On my sunny days I still see the gray

I'm tryna change the forecast I always been put last

I been had covid I hide feelings under happy masks

If my feelings feel like tasks

Don't hold me and say we'll last

I rather be left alone cause at the end that how we pass

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be happy

Why can't I be happy

Happy

Happy

Happy

Just wanna be

Just wanna be happy

Just wanna be

Just wanna be happy