Reality Lyrics

Find a purpose not a job I'm dwelling life until like 5:00

Looking for a soulmate that lives life outside the box

I'm stacking up these building blocks invested like a fucking stock

My cranium tied up in knots I'm tryna passed these building blocks

One eight I stopped living stay kids little children

Should have listen in beginning work sleep I'm chasing pensions

Universe a torn tendon hiding pain by fucking grinning

Took some L's I'm due for winning heart slowly leaking crimson

Am I working to live

Am I living to work

Stress pumping through my nerves

What's life like above birds

Loyalty is a curve

Generation is worse

Wholesome love I deserve

Relationships in reverse

Trust is broken in seconds but takes forever to build

I'm searching for that old love cause I know that shit is real

I'm watching Martin reruns a Gina I ain't seen one

Discussing love I need tums my stomach turning heart numb

I'm clocking in 40 hours my days are work shower sleep

I'm working hard through the week but don't do nothing for me

Am I really

Free

Am I really happy

My work life balance rocky

I overthink constantly

I'm stuck in the bullshit that's I feel dog

shit hit my fan I had to heal dog

Reality set in I wasn't ready dog

Reality set in I wasn't ready dog

Expectations are weapons when shit

Goes unexpected my heart

Feels less protected

Every damn millisecond

Bills fucking up my checking's

When's the next black election

A good souls a curse and blessing I'm judged for my skin complexion