Misery ft. Charles Havard Lyrics

Was feeling optimistic

Now i'm just a pessimist

Emotions non existent

Think i need a therapist

Yeah my life just been rough lately

Smoke another joint yeah maybe

Never will i change

I'm still the same me

Just a littler wiser

And more crazy

Never will i get lazy

I wish all the negative shit

Never phased me

None of y'all's jokes amaze me

Can't even eat without smoking

You think i'm joking

When i say i'm fucking broken

But when i'm making music

I feel like i'm chosen

This the only thing

That keeps me focused

Keeps me rolling

Keeps me in motion

Yeah i'm flowing like the ocean

Yeah i been down bad

Haven't had a laugh in weeks

I just wanna go back

To when i was feeling free

So free

Not a worry in the world

Or the fucking money

I swear to god

This country is so fucking scummy

Anxiety really bad

Yeah its sad

But i'm still here

Imma keep on going till i can't

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you

Haven't felt real or sane

I'm just a rare imagination

That's in your brain

Yeah i feel the pain

Yeah i feel insane

I don't know but

Lately i just wanna run away

Far away

To a place where no one

Judges me

And Fucks with me

And a family who don't

Care about the luxury

Its so futuristic

Get me away from

These egotistical bitches

Get the fuck of my

Testicle bitches

These thirsty hoes

Just want the riches

They just gold diggers

Better give them the shovel

Was always a good kid

Never getting in trouble

Was always a wreck

I'm considered rubble

Yeah i'm subtle

But when i hit the stage

I'm a fucking rebel yuh

Getting migraines every

Other day medicine never helps

I just wanna swim in women

Like i'm michael phelps

But i only got my girl

I don't give a fuck about

Anyone else

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you

Just fainted to the floor

Cause blood pressure was too low

Motivation lower than

The sea floor

But i always get back up

Like a fucking erection

Fuck school and

Fuck all the lectures

I learned everything myself

I don't need no classes

No lessons

This music is my profession

No question

Doing this shit till

I'm in heaven

For two years i was

Dealing with depression

Never told a soul cause

Everyone would be guessing

And assuming that i

Was suicidal or something

Crazy i don't know

Was smoking to feel no pain

Now i just take Tylenol

Yeah i'm very likable

Bars are cold like an icicle

See through people's fakeness

Like a microscope

This microphone

Is my daily antidote

I'm climbing to the top

Like a mountain goat

I'm about to go to war

With my demons

And face all of my fears

Shout out to all my peers

And my fam

If you hear this

Yeah im grown enough

To be a man

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you

I've ran i've hid

You're running through my head

Lost without you

I'm so lost without you