Veins Lyrics

Imma just put

Down my phone

I need to shop worrying about

Her cause i know she ain't

Fucking around with

Some hoes

At least i hope

At least i hope

Yeah i be feeling so low

Yeah i be living alone

Yeah i get depressed

Sometimes my emotions

Explode

Sometimes i think about

What would life be like

If i took a different route

Cause whenever i try

To be happy it always

Goes south

Well

I never have it my way

The little things always

Just ruin my day

Just wanna be normal

So i feel no pain

The thoughts in my head

Make me feel so insane

Yuh

Make me feel so insane

I just want to go

Back to when i was sane

Got some mental

Issues inside of my brain

Got poison all up

Into my veins

Im the money getter

Fuck all the fame

Sunny out but

In my mind it just rains

All these rappers thinking

They in my range

But nobody even close to

My Lane

Ptsd when i think

Bout my dad

Cause i can imagine

The accident inside my head

Im just a mess

I am so stressed

I can't seem to let

Go all of this shit

I am so fucked up

Cause of the past

I am so broken

Still wearing my cast

Solace in my mind

Is my number one task

Sometimes i feel like

Im just not enough

Over analyzing

That i will never be

Truly loved

Life is so tough

When all you do is think

And get stuck in a loop

It's harder to live when

All you do is lose

I wish i wasn't sad

I wish i can choose

To be living with joy

And smiling

Without having the urge

Of dying

And falling asleep crying

I ain't lying

But this life im living

Ain't it

I miss the days where

I didn't have to think

About shit

Take me back when

We were just kids

When i had

My peace and quiet

In my brain

Without pain

No suffering

I hope you don't end up

Like me anytime soon

Just look up at the moon

When it shines

You will shine

Yeah

It'll take some time

Just keep it going

Just keep it going man