alone tonight Lyrics

Yeah, I've been running

Trying to not to fall to hell

But I've been falling behind

I can't even yell for help

Oh, I've been losing baby

Feel like I've been losing myself

Oh, I've been dying lately

Baby, can't you see, can't you tell?

I'm aware that I say I'm okay

But I know it was a lie

I'm just trying to get away

I try to better myself at least once a day

But I know sometimes it don't work that way

Sometimes when it gets late

Then you come into my head

Like it's a little parade

You fill me up, fill me up with hate

But I'm scared that when I'm alone I'll be afraid

Burn right by my side

'Cause I don't wanna stay

Alone tonight

Turn on all the lights

'Cause I don't wanna stay

Alone tonight

Tonight

Don't wanna stay alone

Tonight

My mind never sleeps

It is always awake

I wish that it would shut off

And just give me a break

I'm cutting you off

I got to watch my intake

If I get too attached

Then I'll be at stake

Man I wish I wasn't alone

Man I wish I had someone on my phone

Someone to call to keep me company

When I feel alone

It's tearing me apart

Killing me, right down to the bone

I should've known that

I couldn't be fine on my own

Watch you walk out that door

Enraged, and imma drop to the floor

Why can't we just go back to before?

I feel I've reached my doom

I really am confused

So why don't you

Tell me, tell me

Are we really healthy?

Tell me, tell me

Say it to me, baby

And I've spent too long

Trying to restore

You're mouth ain't trustworthy anymore

I wasn't ready when she walked out that door

Said she left me a letter

Hope that I feel better 'bout this

I thought that love was a myth

My heart ain't ready, not ready for this

Burn right by my side

'Cause I don't wanna stay

Alone tonight

Turn on all the lights

'Cause I don't wanna stay

Alone tonight

Tonight

Don't wanna stay alone

Tonight