patience Lyrics

I spend my whole damn life on the internet

I wanna lay my head down on your chest

'Cause Im sad

'Cause Im sa-a-ad

Oh I'm sad

Don't know where I'm going and it's that

It's that that scares me

I can't look back

It's the future that scares me

I might just crack

I might go off of the rails, oh

I might lose track

I'm losing sleep I'm an insomniac

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I don't really know, oh

I'm nearing my end

And I don't know where to go, go

Oh, oh, oh

I continue to grow though

And if I don't manage I'll be six feet below, oh

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah)

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am

But it's hard

But it's hard

'Cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of what I've been in

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah)

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am

But it's hard

But it's hard

'Cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of what I've been in

I don't wanna waste your time

You say that I never try

But I'm just scared to get attached

'Cause I don't wan' get left behind

I wanna know if you're alone

Is it okay to come through?

I'm on my own, you're on your phone

I don't know what we should do

Our love unraveling yeah

I know that we've been and been through

But we both act like

Neither of us got a damn clue

And you say that, that I look dead

But imma take that as a compliment

When I look at myself I feel discontent

'Cause I'm falling deeper down in a descent

Oh

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah)

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am

But it's hard

But it's hard

'Cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of what I've been in

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah)

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am

But it's hard

But it's hard

'Cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of what I've been in

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah)

I'm just trying to find some patience, I am

But it's hard

But it's hard

'Cause I can't seem to find a way out

Of what I've been in