eighteen Lyrics

(eighteen)

(what's it mean)

Long year (eighteen)

How did we get here? (how did we get here)

It's been a long ride (yeah, been a long ride)

But how do we get clear? (how do we get clear)

It's been too much of

Empty promises, I know you, know they wont stay

Second chances, I don't think you're gonna change

Broken messages, I keep to myself nowadays

And now I'm

Falling, yeah

In and out of love to fill the void

I've been tryna run away from all the people I destroyed

I've been counting all my blessings, all the things that I avoid

All these voices in my head, yeah they got me paranoid

I think I like the idea of you better

The more I find out, I'm just lovin' u lesser

Oh well, not like we're gonna last forever

But nobody loves the pressure

When I'm without you I don't know my place

But with or without you imma find my way

And I had a lot of questions about myself

Push 'em aside, don't go into that

A lot on my mind, no need for the past

Well shit, while we're on the topic

Remember we were good, started slitting my wrists

Wake up in the morning, now your face makes me sick

I can't even speak, only wasting my spit

(and now I'm)

Falling, yeah

In and out of love to fill the void

I've been tryna run away from all the people I destroyed

I've been counting all my blessings, all the things that I avoid

All these voices in my head, yeah they got me paranoid

Never feel like I belong

I done wrote too many songs

I just crave a touch, so can you tell me that I'm never wrong?

Everything I felt is gone

Never sleeping until dawn

I think I should go and eat, but maybe it's not what I want?

Trouble in paradise

I remember tying up loose ends all night

I'm done fixing your problems, I'm not your gun

Sorry to ruin the fun

Yeah, got high for the first time

Mary Jane, on cloud nine

Sit back, sippin' wine

Imma drown on my own time

Spend my life online

Hour 40, doin overtime

In my life, where's the punchline?

Always watchin from the sidelines