Focus / Deeper Meaning ft. Sha the Flash Lyrics

Yeah, yeah

Uh-huh yeah

Uh-huh

If I find what I'm looking for, it's over for me

Yeah I see it from a distance, bring it closer to me

She know all about my pain and she hoping for me

She said you been losing touch, but it's focus to me

If I find what I'm looking for, it's over for me

Yeah I see it from a distance, bring it closer to me

She know all about my pain and she hoping for me

She said you been losing touch, but it's focus to me

All this pain inside my eyes cause they aint notice me (They aint notice me)

I spent so much bread on beats, aint cop no groceries (Aint cop no food)

Don't get no props for being real, that's how it's supposed to be

(That's how it's supposed to be)

I got some scars all on my back, can't let you close to me (Yeah!)

My brother slaved but he got paid, now I get better sleep (Now I get better sleep)

And if he ever touch a mill that's cause it's destiny (That's cause it's destiny)

I lowkey hate them stories 'bout when I was selling tree (Yeah)

Cause I was working like three jobs, so what you telling me? (Fuck you telling me?)

Claim you love me, but yo aura full of jealousy (It's full of jealousy)

Spoke to God, cause I think He still know what's best for me (I think He know)

I know He love me cause I failed but he keep blessing me (Keep on blessing me)

My uncle died, it made me cry, I hope he rest in peace (R.I.P.)

I love my pops, and it's my fault that we don't speak enough (We don't talk)

He told me 'bout that $20K, I started tearing up (I started crying)

I had some hatred in my heart back then, it's clearing up (That shit is clearing up)

I told her "we can't be together," is that clear enough? (Is that clear?)

My last lil shorty told me, "take yo ass to therapy" (Huh!)

I told her I'm gon' write these songs, and then she stared at me (Just looked at me)

Don't make no threats like you gon' leave cause that aint scaring me

(That's not scaring me)

I know what I can do alone, this just preparing me (Yeah!)

Don't fix yo lips to say I ever asked for charity (Aint ask for charity)

I broke her heart but it broke mine, I needed clarity (I needed clarity)

Can't trust these niggas, they be singing like a parakeet (Like a bird)

I gave you loyalty and love, and you embarrassed me (Look)

See these the nights I mix with gin I think I'm far from home

You get too drunk to hide your vices, you are not alone

I skipped the ice and jumped to priceless, kept it baritone

And niggas switching sides on me, the things that I cannot condone

I look my nigga in the eyes, said he hate it here

Said he was born the other side, but he made it here

I roll one up because his mans was on the way from playing ball

When his brother called to say that he won't make it here

I think some niggas think they know me, think I been estranged

I started acting like myself and niggas thought I changed

Guess all that acting funny playing cool was all a game

Because they cut me when it mattered, guess I put it all in vein

It's near 10,000 days to see who really care for me

These brothas claim they ready, know they won't prepare for me

A year ago I found my cousin full of jealousy

Was him, my bro, and Bank$y, now I can't say he was there for me

She said she never met one like me, I'm a one of one

Started when the winter came I spit until the summer done

I just turned the summer into calc sessions

Nigga brought the notebook, a stat sheet, and added up a bunch of sums

I hit my nigga Cy, he said he on his bottom six

Look, I had a bottom queen, skeez'n now she bottom bitch

Og niggas changed the grips, greens, reds, and hollow tips

Now every time he at the light, he can see them hollows hit

Don't say that you got me nigga, lie and say it's for the fam

Nights they go from tree to shone early mornings for the gram

I know that they follow what they see but I got bigger plans

Lord just help them see in all belief ain't no more "bigger mans"

If I find what I'm looking for, it's over for me

Yeah I see it from a distance, bring it closer to me

She know all about my pain and she hoping for me

She said you been losing touch, but it's focus to me

If I find what I'm looking for, it's over for me

Yeah I see it from a distance, bring it closer to me

She know all about my pain and she hoping for me

She said you been losing touch, but it's focus to me

Just actually leave it mad short (Uh-huh)

Turn the metronome off (Yeah!)

Uh-huh, yeah (That's how we coming, all energy)

Uh-huh, yeah

Uh-huh, yeah

Uh-huh, yeah

What I say?

All these niggas acting tough and not for nothin' but they played

I been laying low off Slaughter, drinking water, getting paid

On my momma, I can't be no martyr, I can't be no slave

Pay my tithes, and pray to God that he protect me from the snakes

Had a dream my brother turned against me, that was years ago

Still ain't happen, but it's still no lacking, this aint seasonal

We just on a need-to-know, want smoke but he got pita rolled

The weapons formed against me know by now it's best to leave me 'lone

Talked to the vibes, they said you foreign

I was in the stu like three in the morning

Niggas be cap all in they raps

Like audiobooks, just listen to stories

I did the road in a old ass Ford

Manual windows, manual doors

I coulda broke in while you sleep

But now I'm up, so thank the Lord

Really-really feel like life complex these niggas simping still

Got so many cuts all down my back it got me limpin still

Went and took the blade and cut the pack like shit I'm flipping still

I kept my shorty and your shorty, guess to me I'm pimpin still

Look, I make it swerve, I kept the gold like it's Olympic, dodge Suburbans

Said she love me, I can't love her back, think she don't deserve it

Remember days would cop no ice until I felt like I had earned it

Now I just get what I want because it help me ease this hurting

Got me burning back to back, I black on tracks can't do no midget, no

I make life look easy all my shorties say I'm difficult

I been thumbin through these pages still can't say I'm different, no

I know you quick to tweet, stay out my mentions ho (Look)

I gotta breathe, Lord come stop this bleeding, they just don't believe me

I've been steaming, fighting off fatigue and backhanding my demons

Quit with dreaming, I need stacks today, bank account need pleasing

I been cheesing, still ain't scratch the surface, dig for deeper meaning

Still it's (Deeper)