Thought About Dying ft. Sha the Flash Lyrics

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I gotta be me

Gotta be me

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Uh-huh

Love it or hate it, I gotta be me

Work through the surface, you know it get deep

Followed the river, it turned into sea

Followed my passion, it turned to a key

I'm tryna turn all the grieving to glee (Glee)

We came from nothing, I had to believe

My Nana gardened like Adam and Eve

I was next to her just pulling the weeds

I think about it and start to retreat

I know she trapped and just tryna get free

'Member them demons was shadowing me

Lost in my head, I was battling me

I made it back to the land of the living and wrote testimonies on top of the beats

Maybe one day when it all fade away, I can go to that place that had gave me relief

Wade in the water, an angel gon' trouble it

We tryna turn dat lil Camry to Cullinan

We wasn't scamming, just flipping and hustling

Stack it and save it, give some to my cousin 'nem

I hate the pressure, but I love da love again

I saw Nariah, I'm kissing and hugging her

I see the future, I'm falling in love with it

Back to the present, it's hard to keep up with it

My granny died, and then my cousin died, and then my uncle died, I been crying and struggling

I talked to Gwai, and I told him I'm trying, then we reconciled that it's joy for the suffering

Momma keep sending me scripture, it's humbling

I'm tryna digest the pain that I'm stomaching

Thought about dying

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Love it or hate it, I gotta be me

Work through the surface, you know it get deep

Followed the river, it turned into sea

Followed my passion, it turned to a key

I know it's coming, I planted the seed

We just surviving until we succeed

We just aligning until we achieve

Just keep on fighting until you get free

'Member them demons was shadowing me

Lost in my head, I was battling me

Begging for purpose until I got bitter and all that resentment was swallowing me

I kept my distance 'cause hate is contagious

I'm praying for patience

My heart done broke into so many pieces, I'm no longer waiting on someone to save it

Thought about dying then thought about Sha

Like how would he take it?

Wanted to cry but then I started smilin' just knowing that he gon' be running them bases

I miss my bruddas, I'm seeing they faces

I love my bruddas, I pray that we make it

Know what it's like to get lost in the waiting

I'm tryna stay faithful

Villain in the snow

Ima killer when it's cold but— (I talked to Gwai, and I told him I'm trying)

Winter with a coat (Then we reconciled that it's joy for the suffering)

I been riding with the folk but— (Momma keep sending me scripture, it's humbling)

Spinning through my quotes (I'm tryna digest the pain that I'm stomaching)

I could feel it in my soul but— (Thought about dying)

I could feel it in my soul

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