Heaven Costs Too ft. Sha the Flash & Da Real AG Lyrics

(Yeah)

It's recording?

(I told Sha, I said "This one feel a lil different, this feel like real life")

It's just me again ("Back off of Emerson Drive, you know what I'm saying?")

Let's go (Look)

Look

This the year we gone see Jesus, high as the heavens or under the cement

Back in the day I was doing or dying, but mostly just dying to be here

Wasn't that good at just loving myself, and I can admit I was weakened

I was gone put it all back on the shelf cause I couldn't find me a reason

We was just hopping the MARTA, smoking them cigarettes, dealing with trauma (Dealing with trauma)

I wouldn't answer my father, broke as a record with scratches revolvin'

(Scratches revolvin')

Please do not call me, and thank you for love, but I cannot be bothered

Shout out to Poppy, cause he kept on praying when I couldn't solve it

I used to cry in the closet, listen to gospel, follow the prophet

Use my lil bread for the reposts, was fearful of being forgotten

What happens if I do not graduate, and I don't blow? That's the sum of my problems

Ty had the faith for us both, and he kept me going when we ain't see progress

Look at the process, I was berated for bearing my soul

'Member that shorty that told other shortys that I was a demon and she didn't know

I had to process, can't let it tarnish a heart made of gold

Even when I saw the bottom I had a lil solace cause I knew I'd find me a rope

I had to speak to my shorty and tell her "I love you but I cannot do nun for you"

I had no whip but I Uber'd to class and occasionally traveled with Meesh in the morning

Vertigo hit me and I couldn't walk but ironically that was just part of the journey

I made it back to the land of the living to write me this story (Sheesh)

That I just got all of this passion, I make recordings with magic

I tried to play it so savage, still left my heart on the fabric

Dearly departed we gathered, least he ain't die being average

I rolled the dice but I crapped it, oh how that seven betrayed me

I'm just Delbressa's lil baby, still got my feet on the pavement

'Member when they wouldn't pay me, I left my city to make it

I left my woman forsaken, she came to visit to say it

I let them tears rearrange me, still got my fear for the blaming

I use my blood when I paint it, I used to censor my language

That was back when I was angry, looking back I couldn't blame me

Heaven got all of my statements

Heaven got all of my

See heaven costs too but my ends low

I'm good for

See heaven costs too but my ends low

And I'm good for days

Now have I not gave you my all?

Winter spring through summer falls

I think I been facing demons every time I press record

I see hoes and they in awe

They think I think ima star

She keep screaming "OMG"

And I be hollering "who is law" (Who is)

Like Rissa now a lawyer, me and Bank$y tryna raise the bar

2010 I spin the Matrix, 2020s foreign cars

Used to talk 'bout making ships I ripped the sails and skipped the launch

Wish my folks would understand me, that shit throws me overboard (Over, over)

I tied the anchor around my ankles grip the tension, rip the chords

Think I come from silver spoons yet still have dreams 'bout marble floors

Gasp for air still pray I'm breathing, reach for ceilings grip the floor

I feel like I'm breaking even yet my growth feel like a chore

Fell out of love with my demons

I made some room for the sequence

Sharp as a tack out of sequence

I kept my dawg outta precincts

Strongest attack be the defense

I had to tackle my weakness

Pray for the ones who ain't speaking

Know they can't sit when I'm eating

I tell em quit with the reaching

I bring the spill like it's Bounty

Stacks on your head in my county

Said I could swim but they drowned me

I look at life and death proudly

Flicking it up when they doubting

Thinking it's luck but I'm counting

Lord help me feel I'm accounted

Let me see that through accounting

When I hit up my accountant

He said I'd move me a mountain

Left all my youth in the fountain

Shocking my growth is outstanding

Yet all my debt is outstanding

I tip a scale to find balance

Shipping them units through campus

I still obsess over Canvas

Pencil been pressing the canvas

Make the pen talk like I'm dancing

Don't my words feel so romantic?

Family come from the Atlantic

Put down a seed like we've planted

Practice was good but we planned it

Practice was good but we

(Shol'nuff)

See heaven costs too but my ends low

I'm good for (It's all good)

See heaven costs too but my ends low (Right)

And I'm good for days

Funny how— funny how things change

Funny how time flies

Funny how quick you can go from speaking everyday

To just clearing a message with no reply

Tryna steer from depression too high to drive

Way too many cries never dried my eyes

Way too many lies way too many sides

Say what's on ya mind, might get crucified

I came from the nine with a couple dollars couple emails that got no reply

When I touchdown had to raise hell wound up takin Ls for the first time

I was catchin hell for the first time I was in the red no colorblind

I was in my head I was in my mind, I was outta sight I was outta mind, yeah

Tossin and turnin no sleepin

Salty it wasn't my season

Saw auntie cried when I seen her

So much shit changed my demeanor

Shawty say I'm soundin meaner

Shawty say I'm diggin deeper

Tryna converse wit my demons

Tryna wake up shawty know I been sleepin

Lotta niggas ain't around for this season

Lotta niggas ain't around for some reasons

Niggas tried to count me out but I'm eatin

I'm feelin better than ever (Better than ever)

Tried to take the crown, but I held it down

Still a G to the letter

Tryna play the game, finally found the sound, tryna find the right lane

I'm just hoping for that stairway up to heaven, I just brought the right change