FALLING APART Lyrics

I was falling apart it was hurting me

I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me

But it's all part of the journey g

Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me

I gotta work and wait patiently

Most importantly believe

Cos these winners don't quit and quitters don't win

So I gave up giving up ages ago

Heart of stone

All these songs that I wrote

And I'm learning to be humble I am

Learning to keep going through the stumbles I am

I'm gonna fight and triumph I am

I'm a king you know

Been through so many things you know

But there's beauty in the trauma cos it turns out every verse I touch turns to gold

I been saying the least and knowing the most

I'm on the longest road

And I'm dodging all the things life throws

Cos I'm gonna go down as one of GOATS

But there's days I feel broken and then I pick those up around me

And there's days I wanna rap but I feel like the words just surround me

All this negativity tries to drown me

It tells me I ain't it

And what I was

And what I'm not gonna be

It knocks me off my feet

Days I can't sleep

I close my eyes but my body's still working

I put myself through some things to see if my hearts still working

God throws me these tests, I fail I guess I'm not learning

I keep on trying I swear but I question is it even worth it man

I was falling apart it was hurting me

I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me

But it's all part of the journey g

Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me

I gotta work and wait patiently

Most importantly believe

I was falling apart it was hurting me

I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me

But it's all part of the journey g

Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me

I gotta work and wait patiently

Most importantly believe

Cos these pure hearts always win in the end I learnt that

You don't gain anything when you hurt them back

They'll attack your character

But try not to slip up and react

Yo it's hard I know

But keep your ears open and your mouth closed

Mind open are your heart close

That's a treasure chest

Peace is important make sure you're protecting it

And your blessings are on the way even if you haven't met them yet

Your prayers have been answered even if you haven't sent them yet

But some people are evil eye so make sure you don't mention it

Cos I was falling apart it was hurting me

Got back up like that's not me

Who am I to cry over a catastrophe

I'm an actual g

You know them ones where you're looking in mirror telling yourself pattern up please

Reality check like AE

That's what I need

That's what I need

Let me grab my pieces I've been a genius

So when many people want this, I need this

My prayers help me burst through the ceiling

Grew up on an estate full of dealers

I grew up rapping now I've got my meaning

They see the future now they leaning

Ask about me I've always had purpose but I had to fall apart to see it