SILENT CRY IN GOTHAM Lyrics

I can't sit around and let this ting happen

I used to tell everyone I've healed but them times I hadn't

All those thoughts I gathered

When I was in the courtroom by myself and I felt so challenged

All the times I've had the right words and went and stammered

The times I had the right idea but there was no rhyming pattern

All the times they asked for a ring, and told me to planet

Damn there would of been more than one Saturn

Investments or ACs

So that's slow money or fast ps

And I couldn't find my feet

My mum telling me to top up the electricity

I magically pulled something from my sleeve

I was in so deep

And my patience got shorter

Then something clicked in me told me to trust my author

My God set peace when I was backed in the corner

And these trials and tribulations just left me with trauma

So that's pain into purpose

I think about my future, I start to get nervous

Like would I get murdered

And at my funeral they say I was next up & my talent was certain

Rapping away burdens

And leave the mic burning

Why do they only love you when you pass

I wanted to link Kieya

But laziness got me stuck in my yard

And now I can't

We had different challenges who's gonna get the first car

Then you finally got your car

Then you gave me a lecture like cuz you need to get your car

Then I finally got my car

Then you said well done you finally got your car

No one told me grieving would be this hard

God please lift my heavy heart

I got anxiety so I can't breathe great

Affirmations saying Kumar you're strong and brave

Sick and tired I ain't tryna die here like Cisse

It's only temporary KS is gonna be a worldwide name

And who saves the hero at the end of the day

I'm at the top of a rooftop on a dark night and I feel like Bruce Wayne

A couple suicide thoughts came

But I can't lose my purpose just because of my pain

And I'm tryna get closer to God so everyday I pray

Cos if I don't repent before I go to the grave

I'll be burning in

Nah I don't even wanna say

Cos the thought of the place makes me shiver and shake

I gotta keep my head in the scriptures

The ends become sinister

Questions I wanna ask now I feel like Riddler

Ocean eyes from silent cries

I hate being an overthinker

My cousin visited me in my dream now I see how much I miss ya

I'll lock myself in room for this role like Heath Ledger

Prayers in his presence makes everything feel better

I thought this pain was gonna last forever

All this pain like Bane

But God saved me like Kepa

Brothers Keeper

All these scars I wonder if I'm still a bleeder

I talk to God so much I look at my mic like do I need ya

But for voiceless I'm a speaker

Take my advice

For the Wool I'm a leader

The boroughs green but over this side the grass is greener

You only cherish life when you become a griever

And you cherish time when you realise it's either

Dwell in your feelings or give it all to the healer

I got a lot to learn cuz

I'm still learning

I send my prayers first thing

Cos as long as I'm breathing I got purpose

I think about my future and I start to get nervous

Then I read what the daily word is

His promises are certain

Taking notes from this sermon

Cos these breathing methods wasn't working

Dodging the serpents

Cos if I get bit like Adam in this Eve I'll be in that place burning