GOD'S SOLDIER Lyrics

Chewing on this pride and I don't like the taste

The same pride I need to drop before it's too late

Why

KS

Yo

I remember when I wasn't like this

When I had my guilty conscience I would make my pride fight it

When you're searching for love in the wrong place you can't find it

A lost soul needing some guidance

You really have a plan for me

So even if I don't make it to 40

Thank you for adoring me

Maturing me

Helping me see straight when these demons try calling me

Helping me bounce back when I fall short of your glory

Tryna remember everything you've taught me

Heal my wounds when they're saw to me

When everyone saw little in me

You saw more to me

That's your grace

Everything's your time it's not a race

Place

Everything falls into place when I pray

But when I don't I feel the floor beneath me shake

And a piece of my heart breaks

Lord I'm chewing on this pride and I don't like the taste

The same pride I need to drop before it's too late

Why

Cos reality check I can't do it by myself

Reality check you're the peace to my mental health

Rebuking intrusive thoughts cos they coming in stealth

I remember I was happy cos I two Gs on my belt

Now the only Gs I scream is God's Glory nothing else

You bled for me, to a cross you was nailed

All the times I've cried

All the times I've yelled

All the times we've won

All the times I thought i failed

I still praise you

This my letter to you

You know my struggles

My flaws and what I need to improve

This my letter to you

My letter to you

They think I'm talking to the moon

But I'm talking to you

I thought you took Kieya way too soon

But who am I to question what you do

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil

So thank you for hearing my letter to you

I'm praying I can be better for you

Praying I can love Adonai better for you

I need to remember she's a blessing from you

Ensuring the same love is a reflection of you

So whether my skies grey or blue I still praise you

Everything I am is only cos of you

Yo

Forgive me for the times that I've slapped your face

I've asked for a new job l, got it and gone in late

Or maybe I've been absent

Making vows and breaking them

I feel like Samson

And through those times I've never been abandoned

Your love never left me by a fraction

So everywhere I walk now your words is my lantern

I used to get sleep paralysis at random

Then I called out your name now demons have no business attacking

Your child

Was lost now

I'm found

I'm moulded through my trials

Look at me now

I'm blessed in my arrivals

I'm blessed in my goings

Blessed with these emotions I'm not showing

Try'na love you more and be open

Allowing fixing where I've been broken

No, I can't be hopeless

I can't be hopeless

I've seen what hopeless is

I gotta be hopeful cos I've seen what hope did

I've seen what it does

When life gets tough

Cover me with your blood

Having faith is a must

I feel like Jeremiah Lord I've been weeping

Lost in the wilderness I didn't know what I was seeking

Tryna keep my heart on you I can't allow greed in

I got closer to you when I was grieving

Cos I know you really have a plan

Moretime we won't always understand

But as long as we hold your hand

The same hand that designed this world where we stand

I know I'll be alright

So when day turns to night

Darkness never defeats the light

Thank you for helping me fight

And giving me the sight

Rebuking what my flesh desires

My God is the truth and the devil is a liar

My efforts won't go unnoticed cos God loves a trier

I said my God loves a trier

Rebuking what my flesh desires

My God is the truth and the devil is a liar

My efforts won't go unnoticed cos God loves a trier

I said my God loves a trier in

KS