wish I could drop. Lyrics

My tolerance for redundance is shrinking

My ambition for recognition's sinking

Guess that's what happens when you do too much thinking

My opposition to competition is ringing

And I need to mute it

It's messing up sounds from the orchestra pit

Keep calling for a lifeline

But when it's thrown I say I'm fine

Just give me weed and red wine

So I don't notice a decline

It's not easy to always hide

Especially from a friend of mine

When I'm fully unentwined

The monologue will be benign

And I wish I could drop

This toxic thought

But when I do I'm lost

The solution isn't revolutionary

So why can't I manage to keep this baggage buried

I'm watching the world move forward without me

My fate has more weight

Can someone alleviate me?

Did you overestimate me?

Keep calling for a lifeline

But when it's thrown I say I'm fine

Just give me weed and red wine

So I don't notice a decline

It's not easy to always hide

Especially from a friend of mine

When I'm fully unentwined

The monologue will be benign

And I wish I could drop

This toxic thought

But when I do I'm lost

When I do I'm lost

Keep calling for a lifeline

But when it's thrown I say I'm fine

Just give me weed and red wine

So I don't notice a decline

It's not easy to always hide

Especially from a friend of mine

When I'm fully unentwined

The monologue will be benign

Keep calling for a lifeline

But when it's thrown I say I'm fine

Just give me weed and red wine

So I don't notice a decline

It's not easy to always hide

Especially from a friend of mine

When I'm fully unentwined

The monologue will be benign

And I wish I could drop

This toxic thought

But when I do I'm lost