indoctrinated. Lyrics

Times that I feel unstoppable

Are cut short when I lose just a day

When I'm bed-ridden I must stay hidden

For I'm worthless if I don't create

Don't want to waste any moonlight

Even though I know I should rest

But if I have no sight in the middle of the night

I know I cannot do my best

Try to reverse the condition I've found myself in

But there's no instruction to what I'm doing

I still think production is where my worth begins

Gotta unlearn this obstruction to my happiness

Help! I've been indoctrinated

What the hell even is relaxation?

Help! I've been indoctrinated

But so has the rest of the population

Sometimes I feel abandoned

But that's my ego speaking up

Friendships fade, they don't owe me anything

Who am I to interrupt?

I need a constant output

Do I overcompensate?

If I stay in bed I get inside of my head

And I feel myself deflate

Try to reverse the condition I've found myself in

But there's no instruction to what I'm doing

I still think production is where my worth begins

Gotta unlearn this obstruction to my happiness

Help! I've been indoctrinated

What the hell even is relaxation?

Help! I've been indoctrinated

But so has the rest of the population

I don't have the will

To stay perfectly still

My chest starts to fill

With misplaced guilt

Can I satisfy

This appetite?

Is there a finish line

Or will I go until I die?

Help! I've been indoctrinated

What the hell even is relaxation?

Help! I've been indoctrinated

But so has the rest of the population