Burning Bridges Lyrics

I never thought it'd be so hard to build a destiny

Everybody's out to get the best of me

I gave you so many albums

You tossed them out

I'm trying to salvage myself

But I'm drowning in doubt it's exhaustive

I been trying to fly away

But somethings holding me down

Could it be this fucking music

That I thought be therapeutic

It's confusing, I feel stupid

Wanted to be undisputed

But I feel like a secluded doofus

Who's constantly losing

A wounded human

Assuming you would wanna form a unit

Don't hate on me cause my heart is the fullest

My feelings are bullets

I load them up and I shoot at this booklet

Though you don't wanna hear this conscious shit

You'd rather hear me speed it up

Spit it to a motherfucking rhythm that ain't there

But if it ain't fast enough they don't care

They don't wanna listen in no more

It's like my presence is minimal

All the shit that I've given you

Must be missing ya, it's tough to admit but

I've been trying to fly away

And I need somebody

Need somebody ta help me

I'm burning all my bridges from the past

Yeah I know, man I know, I know it's hard to hear me

But I'm screaming

Damn, something I've wanted so bad

Made me breeze through my childhood

Now I've grown up so fast

I ain't even get the witness half the bullshit that these kid did

Cause I never went to parties

It wasn't cause I ain't want to

I was never invited

To whomever decided

That I wasn't to be cool

I would like to sit and talk to you

And thank you cause I grew up with my sister and my cousin

Instead of hanging out and getting bitches by the dozen

Though then that's all that I wanted

But family's more important

I ain't looking for your sympathy I'm just tryna inform you

I was happier when I was playing a tag and building forts with them

Then I have ever been with any girl I tried ta work with

That's a story for another song

This time just isn't perfect

I'm realizing just how fast my life has passed and that's for certain

Instead of writing this song

I should be calling my sis

Ask her how college has been

I wanna cry but yo I got to resist, cause

I've been trying to fly away

And I need somebody

Need somebody ta help me

I'm burning all my bridges from the past

Yeah I know, man I know, I know it's hard to hear me

But I'm screaming

If I knew I had a shot I'd probably rap louder

Spazz, and act wilder

Wait, holy shit wow they're

Actually listening in

Six albums later I'm finally content and happy

Let's say goodbye to the mad me

For my day's no longer crappy

I'm laughing, this hasn't happened in months

Yeah I'm established at once

This seems like a grand finale to an impractical stunt

I'm standing in front of the crowd wit my arms wide

I see my family's there

That's when I rise

I'm trying my best

What more could you want

When I gave you my all

And it wasn't enough

No it wasn't enough