Maddie's Song Lyrics

No matter how hard I try

I can't fight the feeling I get when I'm thinking about us

I cry

No matter how hard I try

Hey Mad, how you doing

How's Temple

Had to grab something from your room, hope that don't upset you

It upset me, it made me tear up

Looking at your bed and not seeing someone to cheer up

I know I been an ass, but that was out of love

I know that's old news, but had to clear it up

I'm missing my little sister

Tears in my eyes make it hard to see the picture, we all grown up

She went out to college, I should be moving out of the house to start a fam but I ain't Man enough

My number one fan, with unconditional love, she ain't give a damn if I was spitting it fast Enough

She just wanted to hear, she just wanted a song

It's my fault that it's taken this long, well

I'm proud of you, you proud of me

You finally got your own song but it's sad to sing

How'd we grow up so fast

You're out in college and I'm still home on my ass

Feels like I ain't seen you in a year or so

But it's only been a month

And now I'm here spilling my guts out in your very own song

I don't know why, why

It took me so long, you

Just wanted a song, but

It took me forever

Damn, weekends are crazy

It's real quiet without you and Kacie

I got the chimney packed with wood just in case we

Decide to hang out soon, shit I'll say please

You're still my best friend, that ain't changed yet

You know it never will, to hell with rain checks

You wanna hang, I got my key in the ignition

I ain't seen you in a minute, so I'm on my way to visit, yeah

I was watching home videos the other day

I don't know why but something possessed me to press play

It opened up to me you and Johanna singing

Got me thinking bout the good old days

Yeah I'd love to reminisce

But this shit really hits

I'm looking in your room, it's empty so I ball a fist

I'd call you sis

But I always feel like I'm interrupting

You're up to something, I just wanna tell you I love you

Wish I could hug you but I can't

Why do I feel it's too late

You consider your dorm back at Temple at your home, so whatcha call this place

This is your real home

But now you're real grown

Sometimes we still pull out a forth plate for dinner, we're waiting and then we're reminded

We ain't gonna see you walking down the steps

We're a mess so I guess

I don't know why, why

It took me so long, you

Just wanted a song, but

I never delivered on time

Just know I wanted to

Make the perfect song for you

Then I heard this instrumental

Let's see what my heart can do