Hold My Head Lyrics

I wish I could say I don't listen

But truth is I hear every word

I read every comment you leave either good or bad

Some of them leaving me hurt

I am not new to this

I should just mute the shit

I thought this music would be something lucrative

Everyone's doing it now

It was just something I'd do with the pals

But look man I'm stuck in this

Just sometimes I'm fucking disgusted

I mustn't get busting the mic

When I get in my feelings I may say some shit you don't like

And I don't wanna fight

Although it may seem as if cause I been screaming bits

I'm the emotional type, yup

All the commotion that I

Must have caused

I'm locking myself in the booth and I'm talking to no one except for the mic

Cause who else'll listen if I'm always bitching

I do not want sympathy

You are not missing me

Don't blow my phone up if you are now listening

Guess I'm an introvert

I just say I been hurt

Guess I'm not certain enough to assert myself

Now

I wish I could get my mind off shit

I wish everything would be ok

I wish I could just walk away

And think about better things

The way I

Hold my head

Like their words don't bring me down

To think that I know what you wanted

I'm thinking I drop 'em too fast

They're saying that that one sound like the last one

Y'all can kiss my ass

Dedicated workaholic is what I call it

Y'all ball licking punks

How the hell am I supposed to dunk

When you're standing in my court with your junk

I'm supposed to jump over this bullshit

Nah man get a full clip

I ain't talking guns hun

I'm just defending what I like and then some

I'm not the violent type

But 25 to life, sounds tight

When I'm talking bout the shit I write, like

Seven albums a couple movies

Still no buzz

Such a doozy

So you wonder why I spit like an uzi

All the anger I'm spewing that you see

It's all stem from the fact that I putting my life on the track then you just mute it

Already low on confidence

Though I'd probably have none if it weren't for the music

So I might conclude this

With one more tape than deuces, uh

Now

I wish I could get my mind off shit

I wish everything would be ok

I wish I could just walk away

And think about better things

The way I

Hold my head

Like their words don't bring me down