War Lyrics

Hello hello, how you doin

Haven't seen you in a minute

Gotta be something to it

I know what your assuming

That I'm mad but I'm not

I'm just tryna make it right

Shine a little bit a light on it

I feel we both mighta messed up

That's why I'm here tryna find the best of

Whatever we had, so I guess a

Conversation is due, who'd knew you'd do it

Been kick bruised, contusion, I'm losing, oozin

Bring the blues in, I'm movin

Tryna free a little space in my mind ta find time to smile

And I can't not do it cause

Momma misses the old Michael

The one who sang and the one that might grow

Out of this, foul, hazardous hell

If you're still listenin in then please don't bail

I need you

I'm depressed if you can't tell

I don't wanna lose you for real and well I love you

Always have always will

May have broke apart but let's try to rebuild

We can peel the seal off our feelings

And heal everything in the blink of an eye if you want to

Cause I do

Uh

Why do I feel so alone (Oh)

Holding onto what's tryna go (Why)

I think I owe you all apologies (Yeah)

Cause I never meant to start a war

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to start a war

I never meant to push you away

Grrr

Already said that (No)

I'm not tryna waste time I won't get back

I'm just tryna make things right

Even if it means apologizing 80 million times I bit that bullet

To the people I hurt

I wish that I could take the pain and pull it

But the truth is

Ya can't change the past

I can't un say what I said

As I lay in my bed

Vacate from my head

Demons got me wanting to put a pistol to my temple better off dead yup

If they haven't got me yet then they never will

To hell wit rap if we're together that's a better pill

I just want you to believe in me

Like I believe in you

And if you got an ultimatum I'll see it through

But why's its seem like everybody's just coming and going

I don't know if I can handle it

Forgive me if I get a little sad cause the damage is amping my madness

See the plan is to stand up and man this pain

That I've gained cause the strain is bananas

I don't wanna hurt you Hannah, Dad, Anthony

Anybody that I crossed paths with

I get in my feelings

And I'm sorry that's something you have to deal with

Oh man

Uh

Why do I feel so alone (Oh)

Holding onto what's tryna go (Why)

I think I owe you all apologies (Yeah)

Cause I never meant to start a war

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to start a war

I never meant to push you away

Well

Quarantine, got it pretty hard to be ignoring these

Demons, I try more to speak

But they stun me when I open my mouth then I freak

I just wanna make you happy

I wish I could take everything and turn it around ta

Make it feel like two thousand and nine again

Before I lost a grandfather and I began

Losing my happiness gloomy and nasty

I'm through the capacity losing tenacity

Who the hell casted this hex on me

I can't keep a friend for longer then three weeks

Geez

(Why)

What the hell am I doing wrong I don't know no mo

I miss my friends and I

Really miss my family

All these walls are closing in on me losing sanity

(Ahhh)

How can it be

Love is something I'm running from, I'm afraid

If I get, Imma lose it in the very next minute

I admit it

My emotions make me flawed

But I'm only a human

On god

Uh

Why do I feel so alone (Oh)

Holding onto what's tryna go (Why)

I think I owe you all apologies (Yeah)

Cause I never meant to start a war

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to start a war

I never meant to push you away

Why do I feel so alone (Oh)

Holding onto what's tryna go (Why)

I think I owe you all apologies (Yeah)

Cause I never meant to start a war

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to start a war

I never meant to push you away