Awake Lyrics

Uh

Feel like a dead man walking

The sedative in my head is defective

I called it

It's diabolic

If I try to acknowledge it

The world'll label me as an outcast

And I'll get accused

Beaten

Bruised

We can

Lose

It shouldn't effect the way the people see me

You see me on the corner or the tv

Wikipedia it devious I'm leading us

A way that isn't tedious because

Whatcha know about them suicidal thoughts

Every time you go ta sleep

Yeah I'm serious let's talk about it

Obvious it hits home for me

Otherwise I wouldn't get up on the mic

And make a song about it

What you got wrong about it

Is I never rap about some shit I haven't witnessed

The truth is in the sentence for ya

I can find ride or dies in my bloodline

So if you wanna go fine

I'll be good

I never fit in with the cool kids

Then again I never really tried hard to

I just thought that

They wouldn't get me

It's not like they pushed poked and kicked me

But then I brought in a copy of my mixtape

It got mixed hate

But I got respect from it

Who woulda guessed I would

Have done a couple more

By time I was 21 I had bout 200 songs

Then my streams just dropped off

My shit wasn't important

And I thought that often

Then everybody started hoping on this rap train

Ironic enough I was trying ta hop off

At the time I was pretty low

But then the thought to make Day Dreamer came along

I

Recorded fifty something songs for that mothafucka

That year I dropped three full albums

Now I'm back with the sequel

And I'm no longer depressed

I can't see no evil

I don't clamp up when I see people

Extend a hand cause I seen what peace do

True

And as for suicidal thoughts they're gone

And I owe my thanks ta god

I'm still day dreaming

Even on days off

But that's just part of the thing dog

It's phase one

They don't wanna see me winning

They don't

They don't

They don't

They don't

But ta hell wit em

I'm on I-95 going 95 wit the windows down alright

I gotta let my demons go go go go

Am I awake or

Still dreaming

I don't but

Woah

Shit

911 what's your emergency