All I'm Doing Lyrics

All my life's been full of anxiety

All my life's been full of me chasing dreams

And everybody wanna come around

Telling me that I ain't gonna make it

Well that's fine by me

It's been years since I got these beats

Been a minute since I felt like writing things

Now I'm here to rap and I'ma do it now

And I'ma keep it going till my mouth bleeds

Now are you really doubting this

Are you taking the time to hear the sound I get

Started this rap from a little kid

And I'm not gonna leave it until I'm dead

You heard me, I'm working

For anybody out there hurting

I'm starting a journey

If I don't get paid still worth it

I'm not the same as everybody out there

I admit I'm a bad person

Lost my whole way growing up feeling worthless

Till my anger got worsened I felt deserted

And so on the edge I kept on flirting with

So I kept rap in my heart, went there

Every time I felt burdened

Ain't nobody know my name but it's still the same

Evolution, I've changed

Everybody asking me why I am so out of my brain

I'm crazed, feel like I'm losing myself in pain

But I'm more than average at the end of the day

So many people told me I can't do this

That didn't faze me though I'm just gon' prove it

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing, all that I'm doing

Tell me to give it up, I just can't do it

This been my best friend since I kept on moving

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing, all that I'm doing

All my life's been full of depression spikes

Every day filled my head with hating life

I'll be honest, I wanted to be liked

By the time I was I had a broken mind

I didn't know anything else

But abuse I went through so I spread it out

And I couldn't break from the cycle of hell for so long

But now I want help,

I wanna be in the headphones

Of the people feeling so alone

Make people emotional when they relate to my feeling

Of no control when they with their family and go to show

Like have you heard this rapper before

I know you felt like there ain't no hope

So listen to this, hope it makes you strong

Is this what I'm supposed to be

Say God, is this why you had life torture me

Or is it ain't what I'm made to do

Don't say it, I won't give it up even if it's true

That ain't the way I was created

This ain't something I ain't prepared to lose

This is my headspace, my place, my home

Where I let loose, I bet you

Ain't nobody out there that can call this whack

Learn how to stab and rip a track

Since I knew that dad ain't coming back

But look at me now, huh

Learn as a man without a

Figure teaching me how to

Be all I got since music I hold and I'm proud of

So many people told me I can't do this

That didn't phase me though, I'm just gon' prove it

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing, all that I'm doing

Tell me to give it up, I just can't do it

This been my best friend since I kept on moving

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing, all that I'm doing

It's all that I'm

All that I'm

So many people told

All that I'm

All that I'm doing

All that I got is the music

Doing

All that I got is the music

That didn't phase me though, I'm just gon' do this

That didn't phase me though, I'm just gon' prove it

Me, I can't do this

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing

So many people told me I can't do this

That didn't phase me though, I'm just gon' prove it

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing

All that I'm doing

Tell me to give it up, I just can't do it

This been my best friend since I kept on moving

All that I got is the music

It's all that I'm doing

All that I'm doing

It's all that I'm

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