Welcome Lyrics

I'm the epitome of everything that you think and don't think, cause I'm out of my brain

Everyone growing up told me that I am insane, that's okay, I'ma show em today

I have been writing for so long that I could create a whole series of novels of pain

I am the rapper evolved from a life of guilt, building regrets and vacation in shame

I cannot trust any soul, I can never be open, I swear I won't do it again

I have been broken repeatedly by many exes and lovers and family and friends

Trust issues dictated my whole life, sabotaged so many things that could be genuine

But if I didn't have pain, then I wouldn't be me, cause I put my whole life into this

Your problem was thinking you knew me, yeah, peep the name

I keep evolving, my motivation is change

Give me a rapper you love, we are not the same

I spit emotion, the real, a non-fiction thing

I'll put a show on set up in your living room, make it so good that you'll wanna buy tickets to

This isn't music, it's art that can speak to you

Ain't about lyrics then I suggest leaving soon

Welcome to what's in my mind, you will find that in every crack in it bleeds out a rhyme

Spilling like guts, like admitting to lies, or cut open a beat, let it bleed, watch it die

You wanna try to define who I am, go ahead, you don't know but believe it, that's fine

I don't have to prove a thing, I get a beat and I write, it all comes together in time

Ask you what anything means to you, probably money, that's it

Well, I'm sorry you're like this

Music is life to me, makes up the things that define me

Love doesn't matter, I've tried it

Look in the pages of lyrics and find me

Spend my life seeking for joy that's been hiding

All of your selfishness, you cannot hide it

Live for your paycheck, I'll live for my life though

These are depictions of someone who sucks and have spent their whole life trying to make it all up

Despite everyone that's been dragging them down, like they say they want change but they making it rough

Trying to grow into something from someone who can't get a break with a hatred for love

Tell me I'm nothing no matter when I get a rise and I'll leave you in dust

I am a different person when I am alone

I'm a different person when I am at home

Agonizing about everything that I'm dealing with, feeling it right in my throat

Till I choke

I am not arrogant, I just fill myself with confidence that you all threw in a hole

How could I be what you say if you all had the option to leave me alone

Don't care you kept making your own bad decisions so what that decision was me

And I don't claim to be perfect and said I ain't worth it but still chose to stay here with me

You make a deal with the devil, you know what you're getting when all you get ain't what it seems

You wanna compare us, we can't be compared

You would call nightmares what I call dreams

Living a life full of pain isn't worth it

You start to grow up and reflect as a person

Realize all the time that you spent feeling worthless

No matter your feelings, you didn't deserve it

Then question if what makes you happy is good for you

Start to bite bullets and know what is good to lose

People or places and all of the things you do

Showing them all everything that's inside of you

Born with a fire, ignite for eternity

Don't believe, I'll show you all how it burns in me

Since the one holding my heart went and turned on me

Crushed till it hurt, burst, burning me

I am a predator, I see your heat

And I ain't seeing much looking like prey to me

I am a lion, look in your eyes

Give you a smile, long live the king

Rap with so many chips lays on my shoulders

That all of my rhymes, you can bite me about

Say you get harder on top of a song

Then I swear I'll get all of my exes to doubt

Share the same track with me, start to get running

I promise the circles I'm running around you

I am not playing games

If you're scared and you hide then pray

That I'm not who found you

Yeah, felt so pathetic

Heard my own voice and it gave me a headache

I got an issue with who stares me back in the mirror

Cause of things in life I ain't forgetting

Dealt with depression and I can't find anything

That'll take it all out of my chest

But I'm blessed cause I got this music and somewhere I'm headed

I see the prize and I'm itching to get it