I Remember Lyrics

I remember when I used to sleep

Before my main preoccupation was my soul to keep

Before the topic with these girls was something kinda deep

Who would've thought that all these rhymes were always part of me

I remember when I was able to fall back asleep

Before all of the drama was drowning and coming back to me

I know you hear me when I use the mic and try to speak

But maybe you don't have the time to give your time to me

Listen to me for only one time in your life would you?

You only think that everything I say is lies, do you

Not realize that I am really trynna change for you

And you don't notice that I'm trynna be the best for you

After I find my demons what am I supposed to do with them

If I win these battles am I gonna turn like one of them

I think I'm isolated cuz the pain is coming back again

And if these clouds turn dark will I be dancing with my ghost again, oh God

Can you hear me

What if all your blessings don't come near me

Giving away my secrets when I'm writing a song

I'm not afraid cuz I know they will never hear me

So who am I to blame

It's been 7 months and now I'm feeling me again

What a shame

Stoic in the beat so now I'm stepping up the game

As soon as we're together the instrumentals name is changed

Hold on

Think, Like I used to

Told you that I changed, It ain't the same as what I'm used to

I pour the drink, I'm smoking problems like I used to

Now that I think, you're not the same as what you used to

I really don't know what is the point of my life

It feels like every song I do is like a stab in the back with a knife

I'm grabbing my flag and survive

I'm not giving up but I try

This album is last so I might

Just drop it and say my goodbyes

I'm sorry

But I'm not sorry bitch I'm Denzel

Confidence is scary fuck around and let this pen tell

If I catch a nigga coming crazy I might find hell

Talking 'bout my shorty put a bullet in his brain cells

Pulling even better with the two time

Met her down town, did a murder for the crude rhyme

Put her back down, she can't make up for the "lose" time

Gotta beat down, now I'm paying things in due time

Got the beat down, now I'm playing these in full time

It's a nice sound but I'm sick of it, its too prime

Look what I found, now a nigga gotta do rhymes

But I break down, boutta put a feet in cruise lines

'Cause you know that I get confidence

But it's a consequence

Of previous actions that just made me think I'm new to this

Who would've thought that I'd be laying down with you, this is

A brand new story I don't wanna tell, it's cruel but it's the truth

So I refuse

To step a foot in water I wouldn't dive into

I stopped in hell but is the heaven gates I'm flying to

This is a letter that is written by me straight to you

I hope your listening

Listen to me for only one time in your life would you?

You only think that everything I say is lies, do you

Not realize that I am really trynna change for you

And you don't notice that I'm trynna be the best for you

After I find my demons what am I supposed to do with them

If I win these battles am I gonna turn like one of them

I think I'm isolated cuz the pain is coming back again

And if disclose turn dark will I be dancing with my ghost again, oh God

Hear me