Heaven Lyrics

I got so many stories to tell

Based on the dreams that I sell and the ones that I kept in the cell

If you would've known 'bout the demons I crushed

You would think I've been living in hell

It is what it is

The things that I miss are becoming the things that I kiss

The times that are changing allow me to know that my home is in heaven

But what kind of heaven is this

I'm questioning life

Like what is my purpose

The ocean as deep as the lyrics I worship

I'm swimming too much gotta get to the surface

There is only so much that I hide in the verses

I know you don't read it and that is the reason I write it

You thought all of this was for you

If my heart could speak I'm pretty sure that he would describe it

But you couldn't even see through

All the lies

In my eyes

All the lows

All the highs

That's the price

That I payed

When I made me revive

And I thought I would die

Cuz I went through the deepest of hell and I made it alive

That just made me inmortal

The demons I'm fighting can wait 'till tomorrow

I'm planning removing the rest of my sorrow

And if one of the rules is to go back to the past

Then that is the rule I won't follow

Cuz I'm not going back

I'm not going back

I'm not going back

I'm not going back

I'm not going back

Cool if you hate me, Welcome to the rest

Y'all thought y'all would put a blade right trough my chest

Y'all thought that would make me depressed

But y'all didn't know the whole time I've been blessed

But thank you for times even if they're behind

There isn't a way y'all can hide from the shine

The shit that I did was just breaking my spine

Literally blood in the line

Literally blood in the rhymes

They came out of me now they're nowhere to find

Come take a look from inside of my mind

You're gonna notice that nothing is colorful nothing is beautiful nothing is kind

Nothing seems really real looks like a silly deal

That's just the way I feel nothing is fine

If only you knew these things

Or at least think what it brings

You'd find the reason on why everything's mine

And everything is cuz I made it

You have your reasons to hate it

But I will not stop just because y'all don't get it

Y'all want me to stop just because y'all don't get it the same

It is in my name

Stoicism just became part of the flame

Picturing memories then taking me right out frame

But y'all think I'm going insane

Switch flow

Welcome to the circus

Y'all niggas better be coming with purpose

I'm running out of space for all the worthless

Restless

Reckless

How would I defined me

Like my necklace

I'm putting rings around me

Helpless

That's just how I felt when I made selfless

After that became relentless

Now I'm putting chapter one in yall playlist

Every single song is going endlessly heavily

Like a part of me

You forgot to see

Now belongs to me

Like all of the pieces y'all niggas forgot to be

Y'all tried to get in but at this point you don't got a key

You said that you're gone but I'm seeing how you're watching over me

Like an eagle feels ilegal come in front of me

Imma get it done it don't matter what you meant to me

Remember all the times I was alone now is the same

But on my own like last man standing smells like victory

But I'm not going back

Imma keep myself on track

Imma try to visit y'all niggas when I come back with racks

Like my life is in the max

Imma live it and relax

You thinking that it can't be this easy got you thinking

That I'm playing the with hacks

You're the code I bring cracks

You're seeing through my life like my whole body's made of glass

But pause

Give me a round of applause

I came across all the pros and the cons

Constellations I'm surrounded by the stars

Think I'm drowning cuz I'm diving in the bars

Hennessy this shit is hitting while I'm sitting it's bizarre

I like looking from a far

I like seeing how you are

Came to heaven got a question not to mention I came driving with the car

And scars around my body got you thinking

I've been drinking or smoking some cigars

No, I came to take my mask off

Now that I'm here I finally get to talk out

Don't be playing with my patience cuz I'll walk out

No doubt

I see rich people crying in a car that's blacked out

I've been trynna get my shows sold out

Looking at my grandpa, he's so proud

So I say out loud

I think I learned the lesson

That shit came with a bliss

You say that I'm living in heaven

But what kind of heaven is this