Reckless Lyrics

I never thought I'd have to talk about this

Lost all contact with you so silent

As I sit a reflect upon it

I smoke so much and I just get stuck and hopeless

Cryin tears all night I start thinkin on our past

In this same bed we'd lay laugh all night it was great

When you had my heart glowing

Wish I could find your love again

I wrote a song about that B double T B you should hear it

But now I'm hold my own breath you've got a grip around my neck

And it gets so hard on your own you do shit that you regret

So I just run away

I tried everything shit

Went back to my home in BC with family

And came back nothing changed still same as today

Even tried thrown money at my pain chains cars and a new clothing

And it's hard but I take my time out of my day and I just thank the lord

He's given me so much family, friends still it seems unfair to me

Cause I gave so much I have nothing left

And I hope it's all a test

Cause right now I really be wrestling

And I tried to not reck shit

Na girl you chose to be reckless

You chose and took the exit

Easy way out call bullshit

I tried my best cause you worth it

But you saw through other eyes and said just to forget it

Oh what you got

Be then then me prolly not

I'd do shit for you that I wouldn't do I'd go out sad for that

Oh yeah

I'd be back if you ever wanted that

Gold on the finger we talked bout that

Talkin to your daddy he agreed to that

Now I be sitting here rapping again

Prayin out loud heal me then amen

Remember when I first said that I love you but you couldn't repeat you said sorry and left

That's is one thing I will never forget

Dancin without me but around other men

I am not perfect trust me I've fucked up but the difference is I was goin through other things

On the east side about 5'9" beautiful

Im so down bad it is so sad pitiful

But you know I need it

Don't know why there's no good reason

Heart broke move on like seasons

Got so much took but

I'm blessed pockets full and friends that need me

And hey

I'll find a new me that's a new me

In a new day in a new way

So I'll wake up feelin okay

So right now I'm just gonna say that I'm sorry

What can you say