Never Again Lyrics

I wish that I could run it traumatized shit I can't

If you only knew the truth you would understand that I can't

Its dysfunctional in the way that I told my self I can't

Playin mind games baby playin mind games

Take control massacred all the thought in my head

In the street young thugs and nights thats I wish were dead

God please save us id pray lyin Cryin in my bed

Leave the past behind and the wouds he said but

Never knew real trauma til your best friend in the ground under you

Clip loaded nother magazine just to feel safe we grew

In the trenches pull a glock click to cure our hunger

Shit on bitches with nose bleeds rainy days and thunder

So we run run run run

Cannot slow slow slow down

Bullets fly fly fly fly

Four or five in his side

Numb the pain we'd get high

The way we ride

And the sights that I saw I'd be dishonest to say that I'm fine

Wish I could forget about the past cant I'm sorry

Memories that haunt me and my family I'm sorry

Comin up from nothing tables turn in a hurry

I just can't go back can't go back

No I can't go back

Now if you saw all where I came from you'd see through and understand

From counter fit jumped at gun point but no body d understand

It's so insane how we made past a nightmare we kept our stand

Lights out knocked out

Jaw broke blacked out

Hittin heist cop cars runnin from them all to make a livin

I had no choice did what I had to the life I was given

He took the shot it's all my fault that my brother life went missin

Now I pray to god is that one day he'll be found and I'll be forgiven

Now I Pop off

Pour liquor

Ash tap move quicka

Sirens flicker

Pray I do not pull the trigger

Move my finger

Know that imma heavy hitter

No quitter

I wish that I could learn sooner

No loser

And the way I'll have to go her

For the Future

Came up from nothin from the gutter

Pain and hunger

Made my way up from the mess and clutter

Lost danger

Wish I could forget about the past cant I'm sorry

Memories that haunt me and my family I'm sorry

Comin up from nothing tables turn in a hurry

I just can't go back can't go back

No I can't go back no