God vs the game Lyrics

You see I didn't just start doing this yesterday

I started at 16 every other hobby threw the rest away

I've been told little white lies and watched em escalate

Thought why try deep down I feel destined in a way

Been thrown away I been told no way

Hard to motivate I don't wanna wait

I put in the work and when I feel burnt

I still go all out I'm an introvert

Gotta give me credit that it's been imbedded

As an independent recommended never did regret it

Apprehend that for which also I am apprehended

This game will take all of your youth

I gave it all to them even though I never broke through

These people they will cheat and will lie to you

So I do it for God in whatever I will do

I'm no human not today

I'm here for your amusement then you throw me away

If I keep moving things'll go my way

But all that I'm doing running from His grace

I feel like I started this yesterday

I was taught about Him as a kid now in a fresher way

Cause I wanna know Him in the Word won't be led astray

Why I never made it in the game He's got a better way

And He chose me I don't need to be

Anything other than I am now

When He made me wasn't what I see

When I look around and I was down

But there was a reason for it

He was teaching me that I'm not rapping just so I can be rewarded

I'm in need of more but really need to serve

Read his Word not how can we afford it

Been trying to do it by myself but He will provide

I stress too much Lord help me be refined

Wrote a million lines but I am wasting my time

Unless I find that the Lord is my guide

I'm no human not today

I'm here for your amusement then you throw me away

If I keep moving things'll go my way

But all that I'm doing running from His grace