'Til The Sunsets Lyrics

Where ever I look all I see are my mistakes

Wishing I could go back I probably wouldn't hesitate

Regrets are slowly building up my resume

I can keep living in the past but the question still remains

Do I wanna keep living like this? No

Do I wanna keep cutting up my fist? Oh no

Can I be a better person? I don't know

But you best believe I'll try even if I breaks my bones

No matter how many times I fall sure enough I'll get back again

On my feet and continue the walk alongside with all my fam and friends

I would've drowned myself in fentanyl if it wasn't for the love from them

Melancholy hearts I carry is something that I can't pretend

I'm in the search to find myself

After crawling out the depths of hell

Doing what's best for my mental health

My mind a looping carousel

Everyone's trying to wish me well

When I look in the mirror it's someone else

My father told me the hope in my heart is all I need to confront what I've dealt

With what I've been burying for far too long

You assume I would know when I write these songs

How far will I go with this doubt in my head that I'm trying to overcome

I put too much pressure on my path when the journey had just begun

All the anger inside my heart I need to let it go

Fill that void with all the things that spell out love and hope

No one will stop me from reaching the goals that I have chose

A single step is all I need to journey into the unknown

What does it take to reach my dreams

To overcome adversity

I've waited long so patiently

To break these chains and set me free

I walked this road so cautiously

Been face to face with my enemies

Marvel at the fact I had to struggle

Just to reach the peak

On the search to find my soul

Ventured forth towards the open road

Poured out blood and sweat

Took on a hundred threats

Saw the silhouette

Of what the future holds

My own regrets I can't control

Not the best at doing at what I'm told

Can't afford to look back even if it means I have to walk alone

Dream of days when I have it all

How much more do I have to crawl

Built a house of memories with broken walls

Against the demons I have fought

Can't afford a sudden loss

With the fight in me I brought

All the pain prepared me to go towards infinity and beyond

If I can't do my best

Then I'll have to try again

If it's something I invest

I'll see nothing but success

Laugh and say I'm obsessed

I'll keep climbing till I'm dead

I will know that life is blessed

When I pay my mama's debt

If I wanna reach the stars

I need to learn to let go

All the pain inside my heart

All the trauma to my soul

What do I do with these scars

That's a question I don't know

Maybe make it my own

And mold it to a home

All these stories are holding me up

Collecting memories till I had enough

Put into action all the words I said

Drifting into the horizon

Maybe I'll find you in the sunset