Coming to terms with Lyrics

I don't know why

You chose to do this

Was I not enough

Questions I found myself asking so often

Tell me I'm yours

Inside I begged

Hoped to believe that you looked at me

The same way I stared

Desperation never looked that good on me

But in all honesty, honestly

I almost changed where I'm going to be closer to you

Closer to you Closer to you

Nowadays

It's hard to say

The color has left my eyes long ago

Hate that I feel this

I write cause I know

Can't open up clearly

Not willing to show

I loved wholeheartedly

Can't do it again

I have been whole for so long with just friends

Do me the decency

Please don't berate all the feelings I had for you

I let you take

pieces of me

By your side, I used to sleep

What a long lie, that ended up being

But I am not bitter

I am not bitter

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