crazy and insecure Lyrics

Can you please tell, me how you feel

I don't wanna know, if this is real

Please let me live in a fantasy where you did stay

I don't want, to tell another lie

Mirrors so uncomfortable, with my eyes

I was convinced, I was in the right

But I was deluded

When my knees hits the ground

I feel my head pound

Feels like someones steady keeping watch of me

I don't feel safe at home

Is this even home

Why do I even do this. Why

Darling slow down,

What do you think you know

You ain't even really that old

Please just, take a chill pill ill console

Back away

I deserve every moment of this

You're just really full of shit

In my heart I know I'm never missed

Can you please tell, me how you feel

I don't wanna know, if this is real

Please let me live in a fantasy where you did stay

I feel so undeserving of love

I don't wanna argue cause I know that I'm taking up your space, baby please leave if That's The case

Drowning in my sins by the door

Won't take another step, every body knows in their heart

Deserve to be alone and far apart

I'd still kill for you, if I saw you fall

When we were a thing, did you feel that at all

If it's a no then I was never, enough, to be called yours

Have you ever lost, sleep over me?

Would you choose, to, erase me

So can you can you

Can you please tell, me how you feel

I don't wanna know, if this is real

Please let me live in a fantasy where you did stay

I don't wanna live, here anymore

I just wanna sit, by the shore

My hearts been broken in pieces for so long so long