Manic Lyrics

I don't know what you, want from me

Every day feels like, its bleak

The past has taught me, I should

Close my heart

For awhile

I been tryna move on

Voices keep on cling-ing on

Thought that by now

Id get an Idea, how to move forward

These voices are apart of me

I'm afraid,

These pills seem like all they do, is delay

Walk the streets alone at night, have no fear

I don't cry any tears

Tell me why im still here, after

All the fucking bullshit this year

I don't want more regrets tonight

This path I have to pave

Hit snooze

I shoot up awake for the night i see you in my dreams

Hands on my head and im laying here screaming in anguish

Body feels so heavy

Tired of the sleepless nights in my room

No amount of begging, will construe

Everything I lost during that time

Heart feels like its on fire on fire

Leave me alone I'll suffer right here

All the hills I climbed just to end in dismay

Maybe its supposed to be my grave

I'm sorry its this way

Tell me why im still here, after

All the fucking bullshit this year

I don't want more regrets tonight

This path I have to pave