Heavy in my hand ft. Calimari Lyrics

Crooked intentions built with a smile

I live in a oven, keep on turning the dial

Beat em bad, boy can't even stand

Blood and sweat all on my pants, kiss my boot cause I'm the man, turned your girl into a fan

Crying asking for your mother, got me thinking I'm a real motherfucker

Talking shit, you better deal with my brother's got my back and I ain't talking like that

Cause I'm walking with stags, chilling get the damn bag

Nothing to prove, steady making these moves

Don't fuck up my groove, I got nothing to lose

Already tying a noose, I'm a freak on the loose

I been sipping the booze, boy I do what I choose

And that ain't fucking with you

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Yo this freak shit

Don't count on me, you're doubting me, this ain't free shit

I'm bout to be a masterpiece, and I don't need this

But you gon' see this, cause this is freak shit, yeah

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Pass the rhythm, pass the glass, build it at the fountain

I climb the mountain just to keep on counting

I'm daydreaming about my surroundings, it's super grounding

Like how I wrote a song just to how I found it

I'm undecidable I gotta go, but I'm not a goat, just yet

Till we find peace, I'm reading audibles and saying soundly

I'm sleeping still, but it still ain't real

I'm waiting for the day that I can get a deal

Another one is really how I feel, go for the kill

What, go for the kill

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Yo this freak shit

Don't count on me, you're doubting me, this ain't free shit

I'm bout to be a masterpiece, and I don't need this

But you gon' see this, cause this is freak shit, yeah

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

Heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my hand, heavy in my head, heavy in my head

I was selling drugs like molly rocks up in my pocket

Girl, she turn to do some pills and everybody fucking popping

I ain't stopping till I'm drunk man, at least that's my plan

These hands rolling out my hands I'm drinking till I can't stand

Just so you can observe, that I've been immersed

My homie laying dead in the hearse, you can't fix it with words, we living like we cursed

We discarded the earth, till we buried in dirt, till we buried in dirt

I know it hurts, I'm hurting too, I'm as crazy as you

No advice can fucking do, our work got shunned through

Me and you, to the bitter ends and even if it takes a lifetime

I know that light shines bright on the other side

In due time we'll get mine, you'll get yours, we'll be fine

Hold on tight to that lifeline, we'll be fine, we'll be fine, we'll be fine, we'll be fine