All in my head Lyrics

Hey how's it going

I hope you're doing well

I've been feeling real feelings

Now that I put the bottle down

Past mistakes weighing on my mind

But my life is changing now

I ain't get to see prom or graduation

But I can't change that now

All these seconds that I'm wasting

Wish I could get them back

Just cut me some slack

See I'm running through these thoughts again

Still thinking bout you and him

What it takes to make a person break and bend

Broken hearts that I can't mend

Mistakes I've made I'll make again

A million times until the end

Go through life without a friend

What's it like to hold a hand

What's it like to be the man

What's it like to have everything I wanted

And throw that shit away just cause you can

What's it like, what's it like, what's it like

But it's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

See I've been working hard, I've been grinding out

All these goals and plans that I've been laying down

All my peers in high school's lights are burning out

My hands are tough as leather now

Would that be enough to ask you out

Except it's all that matters now

Is that enough to make you proud

I can talk loud and make the speakers bounce

But that ain't matter to you how I react

If you shoot me down cause

I ain't held no hands before

And I can drink till I hit the floor

They say love's an open door

But it happens if you want it more

Burning mics, my lips are sore

I don't even really want this shit anymore

Everything just isn't what it seems

And I don't mean to paint the picture that I'm living the dream

But I never felt this low, I have no esteem

I live in extremes

The image of my dreams so easily shifted I miss shit

I miss when my life was so simple

Now I make decisions on impulse

Don't talk about God when your life is so sinful

I wish me and you could speak like we used to

And who knew I'd write these letters that I never sent to you

See we haven't spoke in about a month

And I think I miss you a bit too much

But I should explain why I haven't been in touch

My life's a wreck, I wake up drunk

Inspection proves I'm still a punk

Electric feel, I'm still a run

The smallest fish in the smallest pond

See there's no successes with my depression

It drags me down till I start to drown

Gasping for air, grasping at hands

Drinks and sweat clawing at my neck

Within myself there's no respect

Put these wicked thoughts to rest

I think I'm made in these moments

I think I'm made of these moments

Lie to my mom, I'm dishonest

Got a couple skeletons that I hide in my closet

But it's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head

It's all in my head homie, it's all in my head